Admiring You In Silence

prologues

Sometimes I get dizzy thinking about whether I just admire you or if I love you, because admiring and loving are two sides of the same thing

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A girl walks down the aisle of her new school with a black bag on her back, the school she will be attending for the next 3 years, Today is his first day to set foot in high school, he always expressed gratitude to the creator who always gave health to him he is ASLIN OKTA HAIRUNNISAH .

He had reached the waist of the field which was filled by students who passed by and fro he just sat down while waiting to share the class that will be done around 09.00 later while now still at 08:15 it means there are still 45 minutes left before the announcement is made.

He took a small pink book with a picture of hello kity in his bag, the book has always been a place of outpouring of his heart because during his junior high school years he had no friends at all, not because no one wants to be his friend but because his quiet and unsociable nature makes him another figure in the eyes of his friends.

He began to write what he felt in his little book, pouring out all the complaints he felt. Clear circles began to flow from his eyes no one knew the suffering and feeling he felt until suddenly a sound coming from the loudspeakers that ordered them to gather immediately.

"ATTENTION TO ALL 10TH GRADERS OR NEW MURITS PLEASE GATHER AT THE LABLE FOR CLASS DISTRIBUTION, THANK YOU "

"Huss" Aslin exhaled after hearing the sound of the loudspeakers at his new school.

He began to wipe his tears on his cheeks and put the book back in his bag, then walked towards the field according to the instructions ordered.

"Good morning everyone" said the host

"For my brother "

"First of all, first introduce the name of AMELIA ASHRI sister Your daughter can call sister with the name of sister Amel. Well how does this make the brothers happy to go to this school " ?

"Sweet sister" but Aslin remained silent only paying attention in the back row.

"Okay then to improve let's listen to the welcome from our principal" said Amel

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu ..... "

"Well to shorten the time let's go to the time in waiting that is the division of classes that will be conveyed by our head of the osis, namely muhammad fauzan ikhwan, to the chairman of our osis in the submission " amel

Fauzan began walking to the front of the field greeted by applause from the students .

These were tense moments for the students including Aslin, the, he could only pray that he would be placed in a class filled with kind-hearted students and students who did not look at caste and throne because Aslin knew enough that he did not going to be a slam with those who dress glamors even their bags and shoes to millions is very far with Aslin who only wears bags and shoes that day is not much.

"Assalamualaikum wr.wb, so as not to waste any more time let's start from the first class that is X ipa.1

1.Ahmad zainawan's

2.alfian son of pradana

3. alvian deandi nugraha

4.annis octa andriani

5.anggun sasmita

6.aslin octa hairunnissah

Aslin who initially looked down raised his head facing forward after his name was mentioned there is a sense of disbelief in him because he entered into a class favorite class that many students want because they think there is their own sense of pride includes Aslin he feels proud of himself for being able to beat thousands of new students who compete in occupying a favorite class that many want.

"Thank you for the luck you gave me" Aslin said.

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Syahrul amri's

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Once again, Aslin was made not to believe that he was in a class with people he had always admired, people who were always his motivation in silence.

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"Yes that was the division of the class that has been read by the head of our osis, to all my students, I congratulate you on your new class so that you can work together to make our school remain a favorite school and always successful" said Amel

" to all students can go directly to your class each "sung amel

Aslin was very happy and excited towards the class he was going to occupy because he got a class with the person he had been looking at from a distance eating now he could look at it with such a distance near what abundant happiness accompanies Aslin today.

Back then when they were still sitting in the First Intermediate Aslin had admired the figure who had always been the spotlight that was his intelligence in academics and non-academics that made Aslin quite Admiring the figure, that was, He is Syahrul Amri.

He was the one Aslin had always expected in dreams in the imagination as well as in the real world but what was he who was only able to hold his breath without daring to say a word or more to Amri. Aslin always thought he would not be comparable to Amri who he considered like a diamond that is very valuable while he was just a dust that means nothing.

"God must have had his own plan to get me closer to him,But I shave a little now I will not mellhatnya with long distance again but I can see it freely even with a distance that is fairly close every day "inner Aslin while smiling happily.

*i believe in a god, a god who has brought us closer so that I can see you easily, god must have his own badges for me as his people I believe in the greatness of God who is able to turn the heart of man.

the feeling that I have is only limited to a sense of admiration for someone else sometimes I forget between my admiration for women for men will certainly create a sense of love even though not as much.

He is too perfect if he is with me only a demu that means nothing as long as he is like a king who is always adored by many people because of his good looks or because of his cleverness.

sometimes I envy them which means approaching you blatantly unlike me which would mean looking at you at a great distance. but I'm grateful because now I need to see you from afar but now I can see you closely t*every day.

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