ADITA Tears

Episode 18 of Rama

I have now reached the jewelry store, I exhale my breath and round my resolve to sell it.

"Bismillah, may you not be angry" I said in my heart and walked back to the store.

after a long wait, I finally left the store with cash from selling the ring.

"hmm, 'this is as hard as life is to have to sell what I have" I said back before boarding a taxi.

"I feel like I need pregnant women's milk to nourish my child inside,"

"all right I'll do the shopping first" I continued monologuing and headed straight to a store.

after shopping, I decided to stop by a park to calm my mind.

On the way I met Rama, oh him again !!

"Lho Dit, is she alone? which husband?" ask Rama

"Hm, , she works" I replied briefly

"Where are you going ? together with yuk" he asked

"Eh, do not need Rama,gue want to walk for a while" I said

"You bought pregnant women's milk?loe's pregnant?" rama asked, looking at my hand with a clear plastic bag until the label of my groceries was clearly visible .

"Yes, you're pregnant ! answer's short.

"Yes I have walked first yes" I said leaving Rama who looks silent noiseless .

I'm lyrically right and left but I can't find a taxi through,

"gue anterin yuk, also no longer busy" he asked

The heat today was so hot that I thought of accepting Rama's offer, but I was a little afraid of walking alone while I already had a husband.

"Eh, didn't willy do the same?even he is also very close to the woman, I think there is no harm in me joining Rama, not only rama my friend" murmured me thinking of Rama's invitation

"How, you want to?" he said again

"mm, 'yes it's '" I said along with Rama

"Where is your husband's house? "

"The park is near there" I said slowly

"GARDEN? why go to the park?" ask her

"gue just wants to find a more open atmosphere, you just need fresh air" I said

"Alright,gue anterin" he said.

just silence there, no conversation with each other, we were swept away in each other's minds.

a few moments later Rama's car had parked in the park parking lot,

"Loe wants to come?" ask me

"I think I also need calm" he said slowly

"Loe's got a problem?" ask me

"Hufh, , it's hard to explain Dit, '" he said following my steps to a chair in the park.

Huh, I feel comfortable and at ease at this moment, like there is no burden in my heart at this moment,let me enjoy this moment of calm before I return home and return to heart-wrenching pain that I always have at home,

Selfish? of course I feel selfish but what's wrong I want to feel a little calm and happy.

"Loe's burden seems very heavy, how can I be horrified by the outpouring of your heart?" ask Rama

I turned to him and smiled, not yet the time I told him all about my life with Rama, I was close but it was only as a close friend, not more than a friend,even though he said he liked me, but I never reciprocated that feeling, we rather enjoy togetherness with a joke.

"Loe is wrong,gue has no problem weight, just maybe pregnant women will always feel like refreshing times yes, hehe" I chuckled myself hearing my reasons.

"Oh so?" he said then looking straight ahead..

whether she believes it or not, it's definitely not time I told her more about her. The silence continued until his words made me look back at him.

"meaning loe?" I just looked up and looked at him

"Look at me Dit, they split up a week ago!" saying slowly

"Sorry,gue doesn't know" I said feeling guilty.

"Before that from childhood they always had a big fight, no matter I exist or not, my affairs they leave it to my nurse," he said again

",Well, until I grow up they always fight, never get along, until one day I think I suddenly passed out and we took him to the hospital,"

"and loe knows what?"

I shook her head, and wished she'd told me all her problems were the same.

"while in the hospital, the doctor stated that I thought I was in the final stage, "he said he could see tears in his eyes.

"And you know, it was the first time I saw my bokap crying with regret, especially a few months ago, it was like I died and it was the worst day I've ever felt ," he said again managed to make me feel pity and undeniable, I also cried to hear the story.

"Keep the bokeh loe?" much

"Hahaha, he can only cry and cry, maybe when I ask for a divorce first, that's when he knows he's not too old anymore , he doesn't want us all to be sad about it "

"But who would have thought God said otherwise, they were almost divorced and we just found out the truth,"

"That's when I was like an undead, feeling guilty and very beaten until now, every time I went home he always went berserk and could not calm down" he said again

"Gue is sorry and sorry about bokap loose ram! I don't know and I can't help what, but you can only hear your story" I said feeling guilty

"What's Dit,gue just need a friend to vent doang, and thank you, Chloe wants to hear my story, it feels very relieved" he said leaning his body on the back of the chair

"definitely ram,gue ready whenever you need" I said

"But how can I tell you if I don't have a loe phone number" he said

"hehe, , my number is still a long ram" I said

"here's loe's phone!" heed

"that's my number, Chloe's a simple yes" he said again

"okay" I said

"Oh, when are you coming back?" heed

"gue anterin yah"

"yes it is ayok" I said assent

I think the ride that Rama gave me a little save me in spending, finally I was in between Rama home to the front of the complex, I don't want people to think I'm the same way other men ,

"Here I am, my house is still inside" I said

"why not get to Dalem?"

"loe wants me on my mother's lips what complex" I said

Rama chuckles to himself hearing his chatter.

"yes you've gone in there" he said

"thanks yes" I said before Rama turned back his car.

I walk home to the complex,

tin

I turned to "Mas Willy, , Did he see me as Rama was?" I said worry in my heart.

"Dit, come in" he said

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