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GISEL'S CONSCIOUS



Gisel cried bitterly. She did not expect Fauzi to decide. Though his heart really feels calm when it is near Fauzi.


" Please Fauzi! Don't break me up. I'm willing to do whatever you want to do, don't break me up" Gisel said, begging Fauzi. Really Gisel will be even more lonely if later Fauzi completely cut off his relationship with him. Moreover, Baskoro lately often outside the city for up to a month.


" Are you going to ask for a divorce with your husband?" asked Fauzi who made Gisel go silent for a while.


" You can't do that, can you? So come out now from this roar of my work. Sorry, our relationship is over" Fauzi said firmly.


" Fauzi! You really have the heart with me." said Gisel lirih.


" It's for your own good and mine. This relationship cannot be continued. One day you will thank me for all this" Fauzi said.


" Thank you for what?" ask Gisel.


" Because I dared to let you go even though I'm still expecting you" replied Fauzi.


" Wishing you to be my wife of course." added Fauzi.


" That's impossible! My relationship with Baskoro is fine." said Gisel.


" Even if you've cheated on Baskoro?" accuse Fauzi.


Gisel was shocked by Fauzi's accusations. And indeed the fact that Baskoro once betrayed him. But didn't Baskoro apologize and promise not to do it again? For Gisel it is enough plus Baskoro always shows that he is the husband who is responsible for his wife and also his extended family. Baskoro in the eyes of his family is a man who is full of responsibility. Baskoro still noticed with his mother, his papa was also his other brothers.


" He's not betraying me anymore! I'm the one who betrayed him now" said Gisel finally realized as well.


" No! It's because I'm in love with you, Fauzi." replied Gisel.


" You are not opinionated. He said he was in love with me, but you had no intention of marrying me. No struggle at all." Fauzi protested.


Gisel was silent. For a while he began to think back so that Fauzi could change all his decisions to end his relationship with him.


" If I may, I'd like to spend the night with you as a farewell. I want to be with you all day." pinta Gisel with begging eyes.


" That's enough! Please don't tease me back. I was really tortured to lie to my own feelings. But I know, being in a relationship with you will make me slowly break my heart. Because you don't want me at the end of your life. You only look for an outlet when you're in that loneliness" Fauzi said.


" Fauzi! But I really love you. Really am! You have to believe that." Gisel said solemnly.


" You lied! You have come out of my room. You are not mine." said Fauzi.


" Fauzi! You really want us to separate?" ask Gisel back.


Fauzi just nodded his head. Although Fauzi is still hard to release Gisel. But the words of Bagas, his son had awakened him. He should be an example to his children. Moreover, his son is all male. Fauzi was embarrassed to look back. How he did without regard to the feelings of his sons. Especially when the divorce with his wife occurred.


Gisel stepped out of Fauzi's study. Actually Gisel was very heavy with this decision. He also has a high ego. She had been begging Fauzi. However Fauzi remained strong with his stance. Gisel cannot be divorced from Baskoro. Baskoro has everything and can make his life a treasure. Although Fauzi can also make Gisel live with treasure.


" Ah stop! Maybe I should be the kind and loyal wife I was before. Waiting for the husband to come from work." thought Gisel.


" How to forget about Fauzi. I need some time. I loved Fauzi. Even though I know it's a big mistake for me" Gisel said.