About the Easy Time and First Love

Rain on a clear day

This morning was as bright as yesterday and Key was still hospitalized. Rey who came in the morning with a bag of supplies in her hand, can not wait to meet with key. Just leaving him last night was a long time for rey, when he arrived at the hospital he immediately entered the key room. "good morning" Rey greeted with a big smile on his face, happy to see the key again. "Good morning too, rey. You came in the morning, did you have breakfast?" mama key says hello to rey. Key simply forced himself to smile and not answer at all.

"No, I'm planning on having breakfast with Key." That poor Rey misses the key so much, so she even made him breakfast. Unable to resist it, Key remained silent and forced his smile again.

Rey then opened her bag and pulled out a box of supplies that filled with porridge for the key "Well, it looks good rey. you bought dmna?" Mama Key tried to open the conversation because he saw the key that was still silent.

"I made it myself, I also made a sandwich for breakfast aunt." He pointed at the bag of provisions on the table, Rey felt proud and happy of course to make breakfast for key.

"Are you good at cooking well.did your mother teach you?" He tried a sandwich made by rey, mama key was more and more amazed by it. In addition to a doctor he was also able to cook, which mother does not want to have a daughter-in-law like Rey.

"No aunt, my mother can't cook either. I studied while studying abroad, because it would be more practical to cook alone rather than continue to buy food outside" Rey explained the reason for cooking.

"Key can't even fry an egg, he tried to fry it and almost burn the whole house. hahaha" his mother wanted to make them joke and mocked her son

"mam." key wants to rebuke his mother for embarrassment.

"But I've seen him bring stuff to be massaged?" Rey still remembers what she saw and becomes wondering.

"Of course I told mama to cook" Key explained quickly.

Hearing that, Rey smiled and felt happy because it was not the key that cooked.When mama key instead fell silent, she was afraid of being overwhelmed and said that should not be said to be mama key pamit home.

Key, who wanted to prevent him from speaking in front of Rey, instead let his mother go home. Finally they stay together again, Rey then feed the key because the key's hand is still not healed. Key continued to open his mouth while being fed to Rey, but he just kept eating and still didn't want to talk. Rey also just feeds the key and does not know what to talk about, she just keeps smiling happily because she can feed the key. After they finished breakfast, Rey immediately cleaned everything clean. Key instead read the book so as not to have to talk to rey, but it is not expected that rey even took the book and read beside the key and did not say anything. He was only happy to be able to accompany key even though he did not speak at all, while Key kept thinking about how to throw it away while pretending to read. Key kept flipping through each book sheet and not reading at all, Rey who saw that then asked "What's up? what are you thinking?" Rey starts to feel something strange about the key.

"uh uh? wh why? nothing - nothing, I just missed the dimas who were always busy" Key finally found a good reason.

Hearing that, of course, made Rey sad and just silent because he could not answer. Then the room became as clean as it was for a long time, because no one spoke.

Time to go to work, she looks sad but still smiles when she takes a break from the key that still holds the book in her hand. When he came out of the room, Rey could see clearly that it was raining from the sky so bright. He felt that even the sky was sad with him, When - his happy time with the key will be as bright as it ends.

Rey goes to Jeff's doctor's room, and asks for his job to be returned as before and if possible he will also take a dimas job, so that dimas can keep the key. Jeff who has not said a word, just realized there is something strange with rey and key. "Alright, I've actually arranged it for you as well"

Because last night the new key asked him to return the rey job so his schedule was ready and Jeff's doctor did not say about the key telling him.

Rey gets busy with her work and has never been to a key room. Although he misses rey very much, the ego key is too high to look for him, so now key more often spend time with his family.

But Key doesn't realize that sometimes Rey notices him from afar when he goes out to sunbathe in the morning and get some fresh air in the afternoon, which is sometimes accompanied by his mother or even dimas.

Dimas, who was walking through the hospital, saw Rey sitting alone. He also approached it because Dimas who pushed the key with his wheelchair saw a rey who always noticed the key, but did not say anything to the key. "Do you love her so much?" ask dimas.

"Are you not?" Rey doesn't want to explain her feelings to dimas.

"What makes you love her so much?" dimas who could not answer, still wanted to ask.

"So what's the reason you love her?" Rey asked again because she still did not want to answer.

"That's an easy question, who wouldn't like it? She was beautiful and even kind" Dimas replied easily.

"So if she's not beautiful and she's evil, will you leave her?" Rey was upset to hear dimas's answer.

"Of course I'll love her, I'll take responsibility no matter what happens to her" dimas who's just a fake girlfriend can't think of anything else.

"know, responsibility and love are different" Rey stood up and left because she didn't want to talk dimas.

If you take responsibility for someone, one day you will get exhausted and stop being responsible. But if you love someone, you will definitely take responsibility for them and will never feel tired.

Hearing the words of dimas, Rey was pretty sure that dimas didn't love keys like he did. But he also can't do anything. Because he thinks Key loves dimas so much and is willing as long as he's happy.

Key told about his feelings on the destination which could finally come again after a few days, because of his busy at the office.

"I didn't want to bother him but I always wanted to see him and was very comfortable being around him. But I also don't want to be in a relationship with anyone, what should I do des?" Key was no longer comfortable keeping his own feelings so he ended up asking for desti's opinion.

"I saw he was so happy while taking care of you, he seemed to enjoy it. So I think he's not in trouble because of you, and if you feel like being around him is very comfortable, that's more than enough key. But why don't you want to be in a relationship with her?" Desti tried to advise key.

"You knew? I was so sad when I left papa, and I thought I would die if I didn't remember my mom. But when I was about to die, I remembered rey and didn't want her to be as sad as I was. I knew him well then, if anything happened to me. Maybe he'll follow me, so I decided then. Until now I still can't accept anyone because I keep remembering it. But when I see him again, I still don't want to go back to his own country or anyone else. I feel afraid, if one day I arrive - suddenly die and leave the person who loves me. I don't want him to feel as sad as I left my papa!" His sadness and fear that had been kept alone, finally said to his best friend's desti.

"Maybe because I'm always healthy so I don't understand, wouldn't if you loved each other you would support each other? not run away from each other? you may take her feelings too lightly and not trust her but Rey's love isn't as fragile as you think. Look, it's been eight years of key! She doesn't want to open her heart to others even though she hates you for leaving her alone, she's alive and Rey is even better off than you think." Desti just gave his opinion and a little advice for key.

Key simply fell silent and pondered on the word desti.

thankyou next's..