About Qiandra

Slowly

Love as vast as the expanse, pure and holy is its nature. But unfortunately, sometimes the beauty seen is only a hope not the truth (yuliashafira14)

While on his way home from the Qiandra Restaurant again distributed food to the homeless, his wounds that yesterday had gradually recovered but still left marks in some places.

“Sorry yes, new brother can come today. You can share this with others ??” she asked, not because Qiandra did not want to share it directly but it was getting dark and she felt like she had to rush back.

“Yes, thank you” replied the boy, then ran over to his friends. And Qiandra decided to go home on the Online ojek, not waiting long for her order ojek to arrive at the point where the girl was waiting.

When on the motor Qiandra always forget yourself if you enjoy the gusts of the night wind that caress his face. Comfortable and cool, hard to ignore indeed !!

“Disease” said slowly while covering her mouth that evaporated, the girl was indeed very difficult to ignore the comfort created by the gusts of the night wind. It's like a lullaby for kids to him !! a few minutes passed.

“Mba mba” call driver ojek.

“Iya pak” replied in a daze, between being at home and sleepy. He may not be focused !!

“It has reached” he said which makes Qiandra refocus “Good I'm sorry sir I didn't realize” replied smiling so pretty.

“This sir, thank ya” he said and gave some money sheets, the girl is not out of thought ?! why could he be that comfortable just because of the night air, his daydream was diverted when from afar he saw Gibran waiting for the elevator to open.

“You've gone home ??” asked the man pleasantries, but like there was something lacking in his current handsome face according to Qiandra !!

“Iya” replied the girl and followed Gibran to enter the elevator, either Gibran's mood is not good or what ?? the man was more silent than this morning, and Qiandra did not want to ask.

“Qia” called him suddenly after being silent for a while, the man looked at Qiandra who was on his left side.

“Ya” the girl scowled and looked at Gibran, because it was only the two of them who were in the elevator so both were free to talk.

“Do you like someone ??” he asked suddenly, with a serious face. And Qiandra was just confused by Gibran's question, why did she suddenly ask that ?!

“Mmm ??” he confusedly replied because he could not confirm something “You are confused ?? looks like I don't need to ask any further at this time”, there's a tone of sadness there. Broken heart again ?? Oh, my goodness, that's your mentality !!

“Why did you ask that all of a sudden ??” curious, that was what Qiandra felt at this moment.

“I saw you being ushered in by a man earlier, and well you smiled beautifully with him” Gibran replied in a slightly weak voice. The man preceded Qiandra as he exited the elevator. Jeez he is so with such an attitude !!

“You asked because you saw the Online motorcycle taxi drive me??” the girl refrained from laughing and made the man ashamed of course.

“Oject Online ??” clearly, was he acting stupid when he asked this ?!

“Mmm” Qiandra replied nodding, it is certain that her laughter will not last much longer if it is still with Gibran, seeing the shy face of the man is so comforting !!

“Really ?? looks like your eyes are troubled”, said Qiandra again poking her lips so as not to laugh, is this man's common sense taken over by her feelings ?! “I go in first, good night” he continued to end and will close the door of the room but Gibran's movement held him back.

“Qia, can you not smile like you did to another man ?? it made me uncomfortable” as long as, he just wanted to say the thing that bothered him. Wouldn't it be too long to soak it feel tight for the side that is holding back the turmoil ?!

There was no answer from Qiandra, she was silent not because she felt uncomfortable because of Gibran's words. He was making himself aware because the offer was “Sorry I will not discuss this anymore if you feel uncomfortable” Gibran continued, he was just afraid that Qiandra would stay away again because of his words.

“Gibran” call Qiandra when you see the man will go to his room with slow steps. “Alright, the reason I smiled at him wasn't because I liked the guy. Mmm you sleep good night” soon Qiandra shut the door of the room, I don't know she might feel ashamed of her current attitude.

“Why do I agree and explain all that to him ??” murmured Qiandra smiled due to her own behavior “Ah I don't know, I just don't want her to feel sad. She is nice to me, so this is a reasonable attitude” this girl is indeed very stupid to understand her own feelings !!

And Gibran ?? the man instead smiled foolishly hearing Qiandra's reply, her sanity completely hiding out of nowhere “Good night” her reply stared at the door of the closed Qiandra room.

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“Gibran Angga Wijaya beautiful name like his guy” a girl is staring at a photo of Gibran in an article on her phone, she is like drowning while reading how rich and popular the man is.

“Men like you don't deserve a lowly person like Qiandra, you're too good to be with that poor girl” muttered with a smile looking at Gibran's image, as if the guy was agreeing to every string of bad sentences earlier.

“What did you read ??” the girl's gaze was distracted by a question, she immediately closed her smartphone and looked at the man in front of her at this moment.

“I only saw messages from my friends. Let's go home !!” he replied with a spoiled wrestle to his lover, as if forgetting the action that had praised Gibran when his partner in the toilet.

“Indira, when are you ready to marry me ??” aksa asked suddenly as they had exited the restaurant and walked towards the car.

“Darling you know, I'll marry you when Papa comes home to Indonesia” the same answer he always makes, because basically he has no other reason than that.

“We've been Indira for years but, your parents never met me once. How about we catch up with him ??” ask her, the girl looks a little panicked because of that remark. He twisted his brain so that Aksa would not act as he said.

“Honey, wait a little while. I don't want us to hurry, didn't my parents ask you to be patient??” Indira glinted his tongue so expertly, as if what he said had become a habit.

“We've been all this time but your answer is always the same, don't you want to get married ??” this man was busy driving but occasionally glanced at his fiance to see the responses to his questions.

“Do you doubt me???” he said with a slight raise of voice, he seemed to hate the same question and was often thrown by Aksa.

“I do not doubt you, well forgive me” he replied with a heavy breath, this is not the first time the girl is always sensitive when talking about Aksa's wishes. The man refocused his steering wheel, as silence was the right choice at this moment !!

Have we ever wondered why the one we love can turn to another ?? has it ever crossed our minds, maybe God deliberately made him go willingly because basically there is no good for you in his person, we can not manage His will based on our desires is not it ?? sometimes the best is always around us, believe me !!