About Diana
Diana's Sadness
The rain did not stop. Strong winds and heavy rain but no lightning. The moon ran as fast as possible, leaving her car parked in front of the cafe. He went back into his hobby, crying in the rain. Shouting and expressing all his emotions.
He sat on the wet grass that was flooded with water. His hand gripped the grass firmly, until his palm was scratched by the slightly sharp grass.
Blood came out of his palm. It is quickly removed by rainwater. No pain, the more his heartache was filled with regret.
Ooo
Alterio smiled wryly looking at the box that was very similar to the box that the Moon was carrying. He hesitated to make the box from Diana, fearing more guilt after seeing what it contained later.
It clucked. Sooner or later he will find out the contents of the box. He opened the box and it was
A piece of paper and a guitar hanger made of wood. Under the guitar hanger it says 'Star in the Sky'. He took out the letter and read it.
Dear Alterio
Thank you for all the special support and attention that made me soar. Which makes me, feel the twinkling of the light from the firefly. I love you, but I realize I don't deserve you.
The moon loves you, I won't bother you anymore. Don't look for me, I'm going very far from your life.
When we meet later, it's probably unintentionally. I want you to be happy with the Moon.
Did you see the hangers, did you Lang? If you don't like to throw it away, I bought it a long time ago.
Thank you, no! The sun everyone means hehe.
Happy happy! See you
-Starla
Alterio folded his letter back. Put the letter in the box. It was true, Diana loved him. He was wrong he should have declared his love for Diana maybe he is happy now.
He took the keychain. Looking at it deeply, guitar? Yep! Guitar is a memory with Diana. For the first time Diana smiled happily and for the first time also Diana had proved to her classmates that she could.
A woman screaming in the rain distracted her attention. He shook his head, was the woman not sane? Hey wait! Isn't that the Moon? What the hell is he doing?
Alterio got out of the car. Take an umbrella and open it.
"The moon!"call Alterio.
"The moon!"call him again.
The moon is still. He looked down, staring at the puddle of water that had soaked his feet.
"MONTH!"shouted Alterio.
The moon finally turned over the body. Staring at Alterio with an indecipherable look. Alterio knew the Moon was crying. Although rain and tears come together, he cannot be lied to about one's sadness and happiness. As great as any man may be to greet him, he will know.
"Lo can maki me Ter! I am a bad friend! Dean said, I'm two faces! In front well behind ROTTEN! Lo be careful l'm the same."
Alterio. Watching the Moon's motion like a hot worm. To and fro, occasionally stomping his feet.
"MAKI I TER! Diana misunderstood, I don't like you! I'm thinking of you as my own brother, I'm thinking of you as my superhiro! I shouldn't make Diana sad, I should make Diana happy instead of crying...."
"Moon.we're wrong. It's not your fault, it's our fault" Alterio said.
"Bringing around Ter's umbrella, free Ter I'm wet."The moon put away the umbrella that Alterio was holding.
"We're shady first, if you continue here later you can get sick."
"Diana will be here. I'm sure Diana will be back here. Want tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or many more years Diana will come back here with a stronger figure."
"Wouldn't Ter, Diana be back here again?"
"Yes." Yeah."
Alterio smiled faintly. He can calm others but cannot calm himself. It was destroyed, the word 'yes' that came out of his mouth was just a tranquilizer for the Moon. It is not God who knows when Diana will return here.
Ooo
"Mas, Diana went where mas hyks...."Shinta cries in front of Diko.
Shinta and Diko are tired of looking for Diana's whereabouts but never find her. The new house that Revan stopped by turned out to be empty from a week ago. According to the neighbors there, Revan and his family went abroad and would stay there forever.
"The mas knows Revan's company address. Hopefully, Diana lives around there."
"Mas know?"
"Yes, I know. Tomorrow if you're not tired, we'll go there."
Shinta shakes. "Now it is!"shinta Exclamation.
"Don't darling. You'll be sick later, you're exhausted, we'd better rest first."
"Jaudah yes Mas. We rest in our old house, right? I miss that house."
Diko nodded. "Yes. We'll rest there."
Shinta smiled, then hugged Diko. "Thank You."
Ooo
Shinta and Diko fell silent as he set foot in the living room. There are so many paper notes attached to framed family photos, once when his family had not been destroyed like this.
Not Diana's will but this was all her will and her husband's. Because of shame, he left Diana was not wrong if Diana now hated him.
Shinta drew a paper note that read 'I Hate Mom!'. He smiled wryly, aware of all his mistakes. She was a bad mother, abandoning a child who still desperately needed the love of a mother and father. Diana deserved to hate him, Diana also deserved to curse him. He will always try to get forgiveness from Diana.
He promised that before he completely disappeared from this world, he would get Diana's apology.
"Just ignore the writing. You need Shin's rest" said Diko, taking a paper note that had been soaked by Shinta's tears.
"But, Diana hates us...."
Diko shook her head, pulling a stacked paper note in the middle of a domineering paper note that read 'I hate'.
"Look at this, Diana still loves us. Although Diana hates us but in the depths of her heart there may still be a sense of affection for us," said Diko showed a paper note that read 'I love Mom'
"You rest. Mas want to nyari food out for a while, "said Diko is taken by Shinta.
Diko smiled then kissed Shinta's head shoulder for a bit. Diko went outside while Shinta stared at Diko's departure.
This is where Shinta is now, in her daughter's room. The daughter he left behind, he was independent very much. She was able to survive without her parents beside her, as seen from a photo of Diana with a man of the same age as her son displayed on a study table. He believes the man is his son's girlfriend.
When something disturbs his view. A dark blue diary with approximately 350 pages. He opened it, read it carefully so that no one would be missed by it. Her tears dripped, This Diary was written since she left Diana. Sadness, sadness and sadness, nothing makes the child happy in the diary.
Only the first 5 pages have made his eyes moist and his heart tremble, will he be able to read everything? Seems not.
