A Waiting
Why Should I
After the drama earlier I actually accompanied Brother in his office just to disrupt the work is not helpful and without feeling the time has shown hours home office.
We also came out of the room once at the parking lot Abang handed the car keys to his men to be delivered to the house while we will go home using my car.
On the way I got a call from my mother who told me that the day after tomorrow I was going home with my dad because the work outside the city was done and asked us to pick him up.
"Who's that deck calling...?" Tanya bang Satria glanced at me briefly and refocused forward
"Mother bang the day after they came home and asked us to pick them up." Putting the phone back in the bag and looking forward
"Owhh already spun his sightseeing mother means wkwk... Wait aja back and forth until the house later ngomel ngomel said tired of his body when there the work of the mother just shopping aja ngabisin paternal money." Said Brother at length explaining the behavior of the mother while laughing
"That's bang hehe... Sometimes I don't think the same mom says she's tired of doing dad's duty out of town but still ngintilin like a chick wkwk." I replied with a laugh remembering the behavior of my parents
"That's why mom can't be away from dad so much that his love is afraid that dad is taken by each other. My brother wanted a wife who was like a loving mother and always prioritized family over anything." Said Brother with a smile
"Yes, may your prayer be granted and mepet in the match with the desired mate. If I want her to be a rich husband brother and father let me always be protected and pampered." I answered while struggling on my shoulders
"Abang also want her you dapetin the best deck, Brother does not want any man who deletin you..." replied Brother while occasionally glancing towards me
"That's why I know." Answer me
"Just ask what it is."
"But don't be angry, you want to be honest !"
"You're still expecting him...?" He looked at me for a moment and I knew who he meant
"I don't want to lie, to be honest until now I still expect it. I know it's stupid but I'm sure if he's my soul mate we'll be found again and this misunderstanding can be clarified." I answered while looking out the car window
"But what if when you find him he is no longer alone or worse already married...?"
"That's not my destiny. Now let it all flow like water to where my destiny is brought. All I can do now is just be firm with the consequences later." I answered while closing my eyes
After hearing my answer, there was no more conversation, only silence that enveloped the cold of the night.
Once at home I immediately entered the room first after saying goodbye to Brother without hearing his words.
"why should there be love if only to hurt each other, why should there be a sense of longing if only being wishful and why should I experience this feeling without any support in a fragile moment"
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