A speck of happiness for Adiba

Adiba Myesha Afsheen

Adiba Afsheen Myesha is a child born in a wealthy family, whether his life is happy, then the answer is no.

He is the 3rd child of Alexander's descendants, the 2nd richest in Asia and has a business abroad.

Adiba has 2 brothers, and one sister, since birth in the world he is so expected, always spoiled, but everything changes when the mother is pregnant again.

Since the mother was pregnant, Adiba was always neglected because of the condition of the mother who was weak, finally the aunt who always took care of Adiba.

After the birth of the younger brother, everything began to change, especially the birth of the younger brother is not like usual, he was forced to be born at the age of 7 months in the womb, because the mother fell in the kitchen, because the mother fell in the kitchen, and when Adiba was there, so they all thought Adiba did it.

Because of that incident they were so looking after the younger brother, giving attention, tremendous protection.

At the age of 6 years Adiba began to understand and understand why his parents and brother never cared about him.

Whatever the sister wants is always given, while Adiba who only asks to buy a school bag is not allowed.

Life goes on, the various ways Adiba does to attract their attention, but they hate Adiba even more.

Adiba asked his parents to attend the race event at school with the family, at that time Adiba 2nd grade Elementary School.

Adiba ventured to face the father and mother who were in the family room. 

"Dad, this mama has an invitation from the school that there will be a cooking event with the family, can you come?" Adiba dared to look at his parents.

"Dad is busy, such an event is also not important" replied the father firmly.

"Well mom can't either, you can go with aunt, if you still want to come, said mama," with an ordinary look like it doesn't matter.

"But. right,"

Not yet finished Adiba speaking, the younger brother and his brother came, and sat on a chair, while the younger brother sat in the middle between the father and the mother.

"Dad, mama, at school there's a sister's show." Zea Say.

"When?" said the father with a shady face and his soft words, very different when talking to Adiba.

"Tomorrow Father, will come," Zea showed an anxious look on her face.

"Try asking mom, do you want to?" The father gently rubbed Zea's head.

Zea looked at her mother expectantly.

The mother smiled. "Okay tomorrow Mama and Dad can come to your pretty mom's school."

"Okay mom." With a happy twinkle, Zea hugged father and mother at the same time.

"How can you be right what you say, you can be the same mom?" said Second brother.

"So Brother is right I'm really happy" Zea replied enthusiastically.

Adiba's two brothers named Kenzo Julian Alexander, Kenzi Julian Alexander and the youngest named Fiona Zea. While his parents, the father named Bastian Jordan Alexander and the mother named Kayla Shakila Alexander. 

Only Adiba did not use his surname, even Iya was hidden from the public.

Adiba who sees them, can only be silent, as if Adiba is not there.

Adiba slowly went away from them, Adiba could not bear to see it, Adiba's heart aches, tightness and pain. 

Before the path of Adiba was far away, the father said something so painful.

"Adiba..you at school never say you are a descendant of Alexander, on social media they know I only have one daughter," said the father firmly.

Adiba went back into the room and locked his room, Adiba cried.

Time passed so quickly, now Adiba is 17 years old. Their treatment to Adiba increasingly becomes, even his two brothers easily commit physical violence, not least his father, only the mother who does not do, but the mother who does not do, but when he saw Adiba was needed like that The mother was just silent, there was no intention to defend Adiba.

Adiba does have a complete family, but his life is not like a child in general, even Adiba had thought to end his life, but he did not live, but there was a man who advised Adiba that suicide was a sin and he also said that every servant who was sincere and patient in the face of trials, was, behind every calamity there will be wisdom and Allah will never give a hard ordeal to his servant.

Since childhood Adiba has been accustomed to living independently and not dependent on others, so if Adiba wants to get out of the house Adiba is able to live life with the world.

***

Adiba wakes up from his bad dream, every night Adiba will always dream, even Adiba once consumed sleeping pills to sleep soundly.

Unbeknownst to them, Adiba has a very painful trauma, because of the trauma that Adiba can from his own family, even Adiba has several times gone to a psychiatrist, doctor, and even a few times, and Alhamdulillah Adiba little by little can fight his trauma.

Because of the trauma that now Adiba increasingly difficult to trust others, because his own family that makes Adiba's trust lost.

Adiba stared at the sunlight shining down on his room, Adiba sighed. "I must be strong, you must be able to Adiba not be afraid anymore, face them in an elegant way," inner Adiba.

Tok... tok... tok. Adiba's room door is knocked, Miss Adiba's aunt." Open the door to Adiba's room slowly.

"What's the aunt?" ask Adiba.

"Miss is called master to eat together," replied the aunt.

"All right, I'll be there later." Adiba walks into the bathroom to clean himself up.

15 minutes Adiba finished bathing and wearing his clothes, Adiba went to the dining room, it turns out they were all gathered, only Adiba was late.

"Where have you been, why have you just come, we're starving here just waiting for a child who doesn't know himself like you" Kenzi said.

Adiba did not care about the words of the Brother, he just remained silent without expression and sat on an empty chair.

"Eat," said the head of the family.

They ate quietly, the atmosphere at the dining table felt lonely, because no one dared to speak, let alone Adiba who used to talk a lot now instead was silent.

After they finished eating, they went to the living room, while Adiba went to the room without greeting them.

"Why did Adiba change after his discharge from the hospital." The mother looked at Adiba with a difficult look.

While the others they were just ordinary, they were happy because now Adiba did not bother them anymore.

They were joking, laughing together, without caring about Adiba, when they were engrossed in playing, they heard the person walking was Adiba.

"Where are you going?" ask the father.

"I just want to get out" replied Adiba calmly.

"Now have you dared to talk like that to dad?" Kenzi said annoyedly.

Adiba did not care about them, he continued to walk when he arrived at the door Adiba heard a voice that was so painful…

Degs…

Degs…

Degs…