A Soulmate in Memory
chapter.33: this is reality
tonight Mr. Herry intends to end his life he cannot imagine blasphemy and insults from others if he is free plus he will be in a relationship with the Ferguson family he does not want them to be in trouble because of him
" julia.yulia...Alex I'm sorry to you guys I don't want to trouble you guys.I'm going to walk away from your lives.I want you to be happy.." said Mr. Herry in despair.
he tried to take out a long thought Tampa knife he instantly cut his wrist many times then fell on the floor.
there happened to be an officer on guard that night he went around and Tampa realized he saw someone lying covered in blood in a holding cell in a panic he immediately opened the door
" astraghfirullah..." shocked the officer so turned the body of the blood-soaked Mr. Herry immediately taken to the hospital but God said another Mr. Herry had died after arriving at the hospital because of blood loss and also caused by the disease he suffered
the police officer called Risa to inform her of Herry's death
" hello..this is with Risa Santoso's mom "?? ask the police
" yes sir this is me...what's the matter papa do I need something"!?? risa asked calmly she was happy because the police contacted her which meant her papa was wanting something in her opinion..
" i want to say that.pak Herry..had passed away.?? said the heavy-hearted police officer delivered the sad news
" a.a.apa..that is impossible sir.. papa I am fine yesterday how could he die.." surprised Risa who does not believe in it.
" didn't joke with me.hheh!! risa said with sumringah
" i'm not kidding.if you don't believe please come to the detention hospital..!! seriously, the police officer and Risa sat on the floor crying hysterically
" that is impossible ..papa.how is it possible.hiks..hix" cried Risa broke in the bathroom.
" i'm sure this isn't true.I..I have to go there.."!! muttered Risa then came out of the toilet and intended to go to the detention hospital but only a few steps were heard the sound of a bik atum cry that seemed to come from Yulia's buk room being treated
" doctor.please the doctor "shouts the bik atum from inside the patient's room and sees the doctor and two nurses enter in in a panic immediately Risa runs inside she sees her mother handled by the doctor
" bik..mama why else ?? risa asked the bik atum who was trembling again for fear of something happening to Yulia buk
" non.ibuk.."bik atum did not know what to say..
" it's best to wait outside" said the nurse who told them to wait outside
" but my mom" said Risa refused to be expelled.
" sadly yes we will try to help the mother mbak.please help with an excuse prayer" said the nurse to Risa and then the door was closed.
" hiks.. hiks.how is this a trial let alone that you give to the servant.papa do not stay Risa hiks.wait Risa same mama hiks.." Risa did not stop crying her dead-end mind her father was rumored to die while her mother again dropped in the heart who would not be destroyed if faced with a difficult situation and full of anxiety like this
the doctor came out of the room with a sad expression
" doctor...how is mama doc " ???risa asked in a panicked voice Doctor Vera looked at Risa's face full of guilt
" buk Yulia ..sorry she has gone to God.."!! answer doctor Vera
" doctor.mama meant.I "said Risa brick.
" yes.buk Yulia is dead" said the doctor steadily as Risa fell unconscious she could not hear this news
" non.non wake hiks.hiks.non "cry bik atum see the helplessness of Risa.
after receiving intensive care Risa began to realize she woke up from the patient's bed and looked for her mother
bik atum who saw that instantly stopped him
'" non.non still weak should not rest first "prevent bik atum
" bik..i can not stay here mama.papa I want to meet them bik" said Risa who wants to meet her parents who have been declared dead.
" no aunt lied. Papa and Mama are still alive they only sleep for a while...I haven't even met them.hiks.." said Risa does not believe.
" either they should not leave me. I should meet them" said Risa firmly while wiping her tears and leaving just like that Tampa ignored the bik atum who was chasing him.
while the bodies of Mr. Herry and Yulia buk have reached the funeral home of the Santoso family residence.
pak Doni who served as the organizer of both bodies and assisted by local residents..Risa got there in a messy state of moist eyes, a messy and dull appearance.
he was stunned and depressed at the sight that he did not want to see the two figures that he loved and loved were lying lifelessly in front of him who had been wrapped in a white cloth
Risa slumped to the floor while crawling she tried to approach and embrace both the bodies of her parents her tears echoed throughout the room people could only watch the pain Tampa no one dared to say
it was noon and the funeral was soon
" day is already noon we should immediately bury the two bodies we fear will be rained during the funeral process because the weather can not be guessed how " said one resident broke the silence
" hmm.that's right because it's not good too long at the funeral home
we'd better leave now "pump sir ustadz
" kak Risa ..it's time we buried both the bodies of your parents is not good if exposed to tears it will be a blow to them. " said Mr. Ustadz to Risa who still embraces both her parents in a low voice
because Risa did not flinch, he was forced to ask people to hold it to escape from the corpse and they left for the TPU
Risa hysterically sees her parents being carried away using a coffin
" last..let me go..you cannot take them..papa..mama.do not stay in Risa hiks... " rebellious Risa wants to break away from the grip of the citizens bik atum unable to see the suffering and sadness Risa she accompanies him from behind
in the middle of the journey Risa separated from the grasp of the citizens she ran and tried to reach the coffins of the people who carried the kandas had jeleng because it was achieved by Risa.
they stopped for a moment while trying to release the embrace of Risa from the two coffins Risa so strong she did not want to be away from her parents as strong as any person who broke up would not be able to pull her from the coffin until finally the doctor Vera gives sedative .
" huh.gracefully he returned to calm the others please continue the journey" relieved breath pak Doni and told the others to leave
after the funeral was over everyone left the place
" the patient...nak Risa this is all the destiny of Allah you must be able to recapitulate their departure and remember the message of the Apostle that there are three practices that will not be interrupted until the day of the apocalypse that is useful science, and the,alms and prayers of the child are Sholeha.Both of your parents are in dire need of prayer from you as a devoted child and I am sure you will know what I mean " said Mr. Ustadz gave advice to Risa and left.
only Risa and bik atum still live there
Risa again lamented the advice of mr. ustadz not at all stop in his heart or maybe he did not hear at all
" hiks.hiks... papa.mama why do you have the heart to leave Risa alone there is no longer a place for Risa to complain..
papa..mama..hiks.." cried Risa.
" ma.pa.sorry Risa if all this time Risa always makes you sad and suffering Risa can not make you happy even a little can only make you sad because she saw her daughter unhappy ..
forgive your daughter this papa.mama "lament Risa.
" non .bibik knows that the current is not broken but as broken as any heart is not as sick as what the feelings of the non-current is in fact this is the destiny that must be non-accept.. ready not to be ready this is the reality that non-accept non should be able to let go and mengikhlaskan the departure of the father of the same mother.." advice bik atum full of meaning trying to calm the mind and feelings of Risa
" non do not see how the same father and mother love each other they live together, grieve together.honestly together.buried together "bond bik atum who like not strong also facing reality.
Risa looked at her second tombstone and seemed to justify the bik atum speech then she kissed the wooden tombstone lovingly..
" goodbye mama.papa.papa.may you guys be calm there Risa love you both.." risa moans in heart and tries to strengthen her heart.
