
"Lecture" said Gracia again with her bewildered face.
"Yes so I went to college even though I was actually done anyway it's just that I finished too soon, so I haven't really enjoyed my college years and actually I went to college to pursue a woman" Rafa said honestly.
Gracia felt pain in her heart hearing Rafa's words.
"To chase a woman, means now you have a boyfriend?" Gracia asked, there was a disappointed tone in her words.
"No, I didn't date her because she wasn't a good woman" Rafa said, recalling Zahra's behavior.
"And again actually I chased after him because he was similar to you but it turns out his nature is very different from yours" said Rafa again who made Gracia surprised.
"Why are you chasing a woman who looks like me?" Ask Gracia.
Rafa also did not speak because the waiter had come to bring their food order. After the waiter left, Rafa continued his conversation.
"Because I'm really hard to forget you Gracia, even after all these years you left me, I didn't find any other woman and by the time I saw that woman who looked like you, she said, I chased him straight away but it turned out he wasn't nice and I met him.." Rafa's words stopped once he wanted to mention Rara's name.
"Who did you meet?" Ask Gracia curious.
I better not talk about Rara to Gracia Inner Rafa.
"Not meeting anyone, oh yeah what do you want to explain to me that you said last night?" Rafa asked deliberately to divert the conversation.
Gracia immediately remembered her goal of wanting to meet with Rafa.
"Oh yes I just want to say Rafa, if when I left you it was not my wish, but because I was sick so I decided to leave you, let you not be sad later if you lose me, at that time I thought I would not heal again but thank God now I have healed" Gracia said with her crying that she could not bear anymore.
Rafa was immediately shocked to hear Gracia's words and immediately hugged Gracia to calm her down.
"Why don't you just say that you were sick Gracia at that time" said Rafa who was not finished with the reason Gracia decided him.
"Because I don't want you to be sad and take care of sick people like me" Gracia said.
"You don't talk like that anymore Gracia, where might I be" Rafa said.
"Now you don't hate me, do you?" Ask Gracia.
"No, I never hated you, if I hated you where I might want to meet you now, you just can't hide anything Gracia from me anymore" Rafa said while wiping off Gracia's tears.
"Yes, um have you loved anyone else but me as long as I've left you?" Ask Gracia.
Rafa was silent to Gracia's question, he did not like Zahra but with Rara he was confused because actually before Gracia returned, Rafa had started to love Rara and began to forget about Gracia, it's just that the unexpected happens that Gracia comes back and tells her the reason why she left Rafa that time.
Gracia was confused to see Rafa who was just silent did not answer questions from him.
"Why are you silent?" Ask Gracia.
Rafa also awakens from his daydream.
"Emm I don't love anyone Gracia but you, I still love you so much" Rafa said in the end.
Gracia was delighted to hear from Rafa.
"Means we can be like old dong?" Gracia asked with her happy face.
"Emm we better eat first, it is not good if you are late to eat" said Rafa.
"All right" said Gracia.
Rafa loe has gone too far to do that knowing that the inner Fandi is still there while watching them both.
While Rara who was in the restaurant was confused by the servants who were there, because they seemed to be more polite towards him and the waiter who slapped him and his friends was no longer in the restaurant.
But Rara does not want to think too much about it she only thinks of Raka who did not go to work and Rara had to make an excuse again to the manager but Rara was again confused with the manager at the restaurant who was it seems easy to believe the reason Rara gave Rafa.
Rara finally decided to call Rafa.
Rafa sees a phone call from Rara but Rafa ignores it because there is still Gracia.
"Why not pick up Rafa?" Gracia asked on the sidelines of her meal.
"Emm just a friend, surely he wants the task so it's better if I pick up the phone" replied Rafa.
But again the phone kept ringing.
"Thank you Rafa, who knows how important it is" Gracia said.
"It's not important" Rafa said, then deactivated his phone.
Rafa knows for sure that Rara wants to ask her whereabouts now and discuss about her who again did not go to work so Rafa prefers not to pick up a phone call from Rara.
Rara who knows Rafa who accidentally deactivated his phone just takes a breath and tries to be patient.
Surely now that he is with Gracia, I do not mean to bother you Rafa, I also know myself but my heart does not know itself, why should I fall in love with you Rafa Inner Rara.
Rara decided to continue her work again with great lack of enthusiasm. Rara remembers her relationship with Rafa which might change now considering what Rafa said last night.
After eating Gracia again asked about her relationship with Rafa.
"Rafa so how can we still be like before, I still love you so much, I never think of being with other guys during the separation from you" said Gracia softly.
"Yes Gracia we can still be like before because I still love you very much" Rafa said, holding Gracia's hand.
Gracia smiled gently as she looked at Rafa.
Fandi is increasingly upset to see it all but Fandi hears nothing about Rafa and Gracia's conversation.
"Oh where is Fandi now?" Gracia asked who suddenly remembered Fandi because Rafa and him were also close to Fandi.
"How come we are classmates on campus, you will meet me later" said Rafa.
"Are you really in class" said Gracia.
"Yes, oh yes about my identity do not you ever tell anyone else well let alone my campus friends" said Rafa.
"It's impossible anyway, I might not be able to meet them either" Gracia said.
"Who knows what to do" said Rafa.
After a long talk Gracia decides to go home alone, Rafa wants to drive her but Gracia does not want to because she wants to go to her cousin's house which she longs for.
Gracia calls her cousin first.
"Hello Zahra, where are you now?" Gracia asked from behind the phone.