A Painful Marriage

Chapter 2 The Heart of Clara Crawfrod Senjaya

Pov Clara's

Surely all of you already know my name even my life is full of endless trials, I was born from a distinguished family even in disdain for many people respected by everyone, but not with me, I'm not even considered in my family, you know for sure as the first daughter who must be spoiled, hiduo berhidimang treasure and can only foyer, he said,school in a famous school, I can only string one story of my life that does not know when to get the love of my own parents, I can only put together,was it just my parents who were just looking forward to a man's first child.

when I was in High School I went to school in my grandfather's foundation, but everyone, even the principal teachers there, didn't know who I was born to because of my parents never told the public who the first child was public only knew the son of one-satunta was my sister. I only went to school with scholarships, from elementary school, junior high school, high school, until college and even graduation, I only had scholarships, I think God does not love me but I should give thanks to the Almighty, even though I was never considered in the Senjaya family.

And no one knows my identity, not that I don't want to be respected and displeased but my parents never put my name in the inheritance, only my sister's name is entitled to be listed in the inheritance division.

When you are told to choose with the word yes or no, and that choice you are betrothed to the granddaughter of your grandfather's friend who you do not know or you look at his face you never, ever, how do you make that choice, but since it concerns grandfather's happiness for me to marry his friend's granddaughter, a complicated choice that, I can only keep silent in loneliness, is, maybe with me choosing to get married with his friend washing grandfather I can be free from a family full of suffering, but you guys are wrong I even like out of the crocodile cage into the tiger cage.

Three months after I graduated from college I married the granddaughter of my grandfather's friend he was Jeremy Hitman Bratama Bratama family who was in displeasure also many people, I'm nothing more than a maid in her family even higher the degree of service in her home than I am.

I work as a part-time at my best friend's cafe from working part-time I can cover my living expenses even though my status is different now being the wife of the Bratama family but I have no difference with my life in my time living with my family that was never considered even the public did not know that I was the wife of Jeremy Whitman Bratama man who is famous for his ability to be indifferent and cold like ice cubes are rarely people who can be close to him or touch him maybe I as a woman who is lucky to be his wife even though the world does not know my suffering.

But I never asked God for wealth and healthy glory I was grateful to be able to breathe the fresh air of God's creation, even though I graduated S1 majoring in Designer, I was grateful to be able to breathe fresh air, majors of my dreams that I'm looking forward to like a career woman who can create the beauty of clothes can be a talented person, I just want to continue my dream from small as a famous Designer, he said, but no one has accepted me at the boutiques that need a Designer.

she promised at that time that if we grew up and she would make me a mother of her children but that was just a story at that time because I would never get married 2 times if God hadn't given me the destiny I would have lived. my marriage has been almost a month but I never looked at my husband's face even though I lived alone in his purchased house but I never looked at his face I only saw his face once directly even at our wedding blessing even though the face is always flat, everyone says every bride must have experienced the first night but not with us, everyone said, on the first night what I got slaps from him and insults from his family even though his grandfather was good to me but I don't want to say using his grandfather's kindness only it can get treasures nya, we slept separately I slept in the maid's room she slept on or the second floor.

We lived together in a magnificent mansion, but the waiter in this house was nothing because Jeremy once said the most piercing word to the heart "don't expect you to be happy with this marriage, it's only an arranged marriage and you will suffer under my command, this house does not have a servant even a maid and you know who will clean this house you are the one who will be the babu in this house remember that" it is painful to hear these words is not I do not want to work to clean this big house because it is a habit or eatana all day I considered like a person who does not have any use for his babu at home I have experienced it too, but whether a husband says such a thing to his wife does not he have a conscience that would like to say such harsh words to his own legitimate wife although all the public doesn't know if Jeremy and I are husband and wife he can say softly to say that, emang so if the crazy respect crazy in disinclined not know the hurt of someone is just selfish.

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