
#something or whatever God gives us, rest assured that it is indeed best for us, who must go will surely go anyway even though we want to defend with soul and body#
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Mr. Davin starts their conversation, while Nana only looks at Alvin's face, and Alvin looks at Nana, as though her eyes are talking but lips are frozen without a word.
"Ah... Alvin, I've seen you, it turns out you're fine, you've been successful and become a businessman, I've been smart and happy to see it.
"Alvin. it feels so heavy to say this name now, ah. It feels very difficult to reach you, the gap between us is getting steeper, ah, let there be enough explanation from you through the look in your eyes and your appearance, should I let you go from me." Nana's mind stopped looking at Alvin.
Conversations Kevin and Mr. Davin stopped when a work agreement occurred. Mr. Davin asked the map containing the employment contract earlier on Nana, after Nana gave a letter of employment contract, which was, mr. Davin handled the paper and alternated with Kevin's signature mas.
Mr. Davin resigned after signing the contract, I also say goodbye to the two of them and follow the steps of Mr. Davin out of the meeting room, I do not want to look back.
I stepped away, hoping that Mas kevin or Alvin would call for an explanation or just ask the news. But until my feet come out of the company it doesn't happen, maybe they've already missed me, I might just be the past for them.
I held back my tears from dripping.The journey from Engelmann's corporate office to the hotel was long, time was slow.
Mr. Davin asked me to answer as necessary.
seeing the change in Nana's face that looked glum, Mr. Davin undoes his intention to ask a lot of things about the owner of Engelmann, because it seems Nana knows them.
"yes, please Nana! oh yes, later tonight do not forget there is an invitation to dinner at the house of Mr Kevin, you are invited too," said Mr. Davin reminded and only embraced by Nana.
Arriving in the room Nana locked the door and then lay down her body without changing clothes first.
Nana was sobbing, her feelings were mixed like hodgepodge. At first she wanted to ask Alvin a lot of things, but it felt like my mouth was locked.
Especially when he knew and saw for himself, Alvin was already in the ranks of the board of directors of the company Engelmann, increasingly making Nana did not dare to ask, "in the words, pungguk miss the moon".
"Alvin. I've met you, not a single word of explanation comes out of your mouth, you just keep looking at me, I'm not a frog handler who can read minds.
I left your office without even trying to give me an explanation.
Alvin, go... I'm treating you to another, even if it hurts. Why does it feel like it could hurt this much, O Allah?" nana said as she continued to cry, when she remembered Alvin, her best friend and also Nana's loved ones.
"My wait ends today" Nana said with a bitter smile.
Finally Nana fell asleep after tired of crying, her eyes were swollen and her body was a bit feverish."
In the afternoon Nana woke up with a throbbing head, ah. dizzy my head, Nana went to the bathroom and soaked in warm water.she closed her eyes.