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Myesha is increasingly distrustful of the presence of the man she's been trying to forget for a year but now, tonight. The man came to ask for her.
"Ustadz Ilyas? Nyai Mayra?" myesha asked softly because it was so shocked that Myesha had a little trouble letting out her voice.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Son. How are you?" ask Umma Mayra with a smile behind her veil.
"Wa'alaikum salam Nyai, thank God well." answered Myesha still in a state of shock.
"Can we go back to that question?" sela Ilham who awakened Myesha from her reverie.
"How's Deck? What is this substance from me received?" continue again.
But Myesha is negeming, I don't know. Suddenly he could not think clearly when Ilham came with his parents to preach it.
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"Can you please explain, what's going on?" ask Myesha to Inspiration.
The two are currently sitting together on the back porch of the Myesha family home. Having managed to control herself from her shock, Myesha finally asked for time to talk to Ilham together first before giving an answer to the proposal of Inspiration against her.
..."Before you answer the question, please give me a minute. I want to talk alone with Gus Ilham,"...
That is what Myesha said when Ilham proposed to her. Honestly, there is a great sense of happiness in Myesha's heart right now.
However, Myesha could not take the proposal for granted. Myesha needs an explanation for what happened.
Myesha also needs clarity on the status of Inspiration and also the man's feelings towards her. Disappointed and hurt because of love clapping his hands used to make Myesha could not immediately accept the proposal, especially Ilham has not explained anything to him.
The man even came to propose without his aba aba first to make Myesha a little hangers and heavy shock.
"I'm sorry, it makes you surprised" replied Ilham looking calm and relaxed.
"All I want to hear is an explanation. Not an apology" said Myesha again without taking her eyes off the pool that lay before them.
"Well, which explanation do you want to hear Deck? I'll explain all of it,"
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"Eheemmm, yes_yes everything. Why did you come to propose? What about Gus' wife? Frankly, I was one of those women who balked at polygamy. So, if Gus is still the husband of people, then I will___," answered Myesha terbata so nervous when Ilham called himself 'Mas'.
But unfortunately, Myesha could not continue her speech because Ilham immediately replied before Myesha finished her speech.
"Mas has never married Deck. Maybe it used to be almost, but failed because something happened that made Mas's marriage can not be continued." replied Ilham as fast as lightning.
"Why? How can?" ask Myesha to start kepo.
Even the girl changed her sitting position to face Ilham to listen to the explanation why Ilham and Fathia did not get married.
"Maybe it is not a mate, or it may be because the prayer of someone who does not expect the marriage to happen is too strong until, God finally relented and granted his prayer." answer Inspiration that does not satisfy the soul to kepo an Myesha that is passionate at this time.
"Yes, I know that. You guys are not getting married because you are not a match, but behind the matchmaking is there must be a reason, right? That's what I asked," continued Myesha again irritated by Ilham.
"Yes that's the reality of Deck. And for his own reasons, sorry Mas can't say it."
"Why? Is it because it's still love?"
"Not so dear, where there is love between us. Just met twice, where maybe love directly,"
Deg
O Allah, should Myesha go to the hospital tonight. Looks like his heart is not okay, why every Inspiration talk his heart continues to pound.
And what did he say was 'honey' ? Oh my goodness, the shock with the call of 'Mas' has not completely disappeared. And now added kagi with the name 'honey' . Sure your heart is okay tonight? And sure if tonight can sleep well? Hihah....
"Mas can't say it because it's the disgrace of someone who doesn't deserve to be open to others. Mas know, if we have to be honest with our partner in any form and no matter how small the problem is Mas must be open with you as a prospective partner Mas. However, for this matter Mas really apologized for not being able to say it because this was a disgrace of someone. And later, you will also know for yourself the reason why Mas failed to get married," explained Ilham again at length because he did not want any more misunderstandings between them.
"Then, why did it come to me? Is it just an escape?" ask Myesha again.
"Astaghfirullah Dek, how can you think there? Where possible escape, Mas love with Fathia just not. Where's the escape from?"
"Then, why? It wasn't Gus himself who said that Gus didn't like me. Even raw rejecting my presence without even wanting to see how I tried to steady myself,"
"Yes, I admit it. And that, is the biggest regret Mas has ever lived in this world. Mas is too proud and arrogant, so Mas forgot if we are in the eyes of God is the same. And what is judged by God is not our knowledge and wisdom. Except our actions and actions. And for that, I'm really sorry. Forgive me for looking at you one eye and for injuring you accidentally" explained Ilham who was so clearly visible if the man deeply regretted his actions in the past.
Myesha fluttered, her heart rippled violently while her neutrals met the stifling Ilham netra. But a few moments later Myesha turned her eyes back by lowering her head.
Seeing Myesha who was just silent, Ilham finally rose from his seat. Then Ilham opened the blazer he was wearing at the moment. Ilham moved to the front of Myesha and sat in front of Myesha.
And it was able to make Myesha again made surprised. Ilham then covered both of Myesha's hands with his blazer before grasping the girl's hands very tightly.