A LOVE LETTER TO....?
The Part 22 B
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Date: Jakarta June 28, 2018
Dear you dear
I don't know what else I want to say to this piece of white paper. A series of sentences that represent love for you I can not write anymore, because my longing is for you more than anything so it is very difficult for me to explain the longing that languishes deep down.....
Missing, longing, and longing. That's the word I always say in every love letter. Maybe if you read all my letters you'll get tired of reading them, because that's all I'm saying....
Well that's the fact I miss you being present in my life. I hope this letter of my love will bring you and tell you how long my heart is.....
In the dark of the night, I wrote this love letter. In the midst of the swift rain and thunder that blared at night, I string my sentence ridu for you. Yes, only for you, my beloved.
From the one who missed you
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Ana placed the letter she had assembled with her own hands and mind into a new mailbox, which she had assembled, he had just bought a new mailroom after the next day after he lost his mailbox yesterday at the cafe.
Then he put the letter chest into his closet. He walked to bed after laying the letter box. He laid down his body which was very felt to be tired and tired.
Ana lies down on her back and the girl's right hand she uses as her cushion. Ana looked up at her room with a blank look like there was no sign of life in the girl's netra.
His eyes were unceasingly staring at the sky of the room that had no other color than the white color that painted the sky of the room. He took a deep breath to neutralize the feeling of not wearing his heart at all.
I don't know if he also doesn't know why today he has bad feelings, like something stuck in his heart about the family in this house. Ana quickly brushed off the bad thoughts that had suddenly arisen in the girl's mind.
'No. Ana you have to think positively with your family, not everyone if not considered in a family he is not part of that family, he is not part of that family, you must be the biological child of papa and mama, ' said Ana reassured herself.
He closed his eyes while remembering how cruel his family had been to him all this time. Ana felt that the word 'happy' seemed reluctant to approach her life. He did not know what it was to be happy how it was attention, all he only knew was the pain that kept shackling his heart continuously prolonged.
He still thinks hard about all the different flavors approaching his life. Ana blinked her eyes as she felt her head spinning violently. He massaged the head to reduce dizziness even though it could only help a little.
He lifted his weight so he could wake up. With a prayer he walked towards his study table. At the study table, Ana opens the drawer on her desk and takes the place of the painkillers she keeps there.
Before moving Ana closed the lid back and released it to the original place in the drawer. Ana took the water and held it in her left hand. He put the capsule-shaped medicine into his mouth, and then he drank water with one gulp.
He put the glass back on the nightstand. Ana climbed into her bed, the feeling of dizziness that she felt began to subside and slowly the area of dizziness was reduced and not as painful and silent as before. He leaned against the head of the bed that belonged to the girl.
"Hufts... My illness is coming back" Ana said sadly.
"Why is my life like this, as if I was created only to bear the suffering of the burden of the world. Will I be happy someday?" Ask Ana to herself. He laughed wailing at all this, as if he had been created in the world just to feel pain, there was no way he would be happy.
Ana closed her eyes which felt heavy. Silent. That was the right word to describe the current state of Ana's room. In this not-so-large room, there was only the sound of the clockwork spinning alone that sounded very strong if it was in a state of silence like what happened with Ana's room.
In the domineering silence of this moment, a memory of Dika flashed past his head without asking for permission. Ana was shocked not to play when she imagined the face of Dika who looks extraordinary.
He remembered this morning when he was treating the man. Natural handsome face that is not made by the man was successful in making the heartbeat of Ana hunt fast. Such a perfect face is difficult to explain, but what needs to be done is that Dika's face is very handsome.
Ana admits that Dika is the most beautiful man she has ever seen in her entire life. But Dika's good looks fade in Ana's eyes if she remembers the man's behavior that sometimes hurt her heart.
"I thought about that guy."
Ana shook her head impossible. It is impossible to fall in love with a man who has often berated and bullied himself. Many times Ana shook her head to convince her heart that she was just praising Dika and there was no feeling at all for the guy, anyways, it is very unlikely that he easily sets his heart to someone with only the charm possessed by the man.
"Am I in love with Dika?" Ana felt her chest throbbing faster than usual when she thought of the guy, "no! There's no way I'm in love with Dika, Dika's my type."
A sense of insecurity overrun Ana as she remembers who Dika was at her school. With a rich man whose family is very famous among the community, and the family of the man is an influential person in Asia. Not only that, Dika's father is the biggest donor of their school, so is it possible that Dika will like who is not who and does not have anything.
"Will Dika like me?"
"huh-Dika will never want to be close and let alone love with my rich man who for him is just a parasite in the man's life."
Ana tears her eyes to think of all that, what power she absolutely does not need her presence in this world, let alone she must accompany the man, really it is not possible. Ana realized as tears kept pouring down her face, why did she cry for Dika? What is the importance of this guy in his life?
Ah Ana doesn't know why it's like this, why she's crying over Dika, why she keeps thinking about that guy. Is this called love?
"If what I am experiencing right now is LOVE, please God that you remove this taste! Because Dika is very difficult for me to reach. If my destiny is her, please unite us as soon as possible, O God my God," said Ana. He wiped the tears that were dripping endlessly.
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Story by: Amanda.
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