A Journey of a Barista's Life

chapter 3.pain the heart

... plangkah gontai ..ku swing feet.intention to take a pilgrimage at school but not to the destination, I see many young men in a group on the edge of the garden.I come to them.."here bro.follow a drink, "say one of them.."sorry I never drank ..".." I know you're having a lot of thoughts right bro".."here let go of your fatigue..".."no loss, just try".."all right I try"..with a doubt I hold a glass filled amer.ku lookangi.remember when ike came, said she was pregnant..I sip a glass. bisbisbait.ku ask again.again glass.began to dizzy...ku gulp again.and finally for the first time I drink liquor...feels drifting..from 8 am to 12 noon I join them partying.padhal I do not know them.just wrong ..of them are my neighbors.....

Go home among people ..because I can not stand.at home in the room I was drunk.vomit vomit.mm Maybe so much I drink.lucky my parents are not at home..wake up the next day I think about the betrayal again.and I find a friend who invited me to drink yesterday.I came to them..

Many days I was not seen anywhere.all my friends were looking for me.doni.ya doni who first found me.drunk in the irrigation canal.I was brought home.."really pity with you rif. two people closest to him.as well as betray you.I can imagine your heartache.patience friends.all will be beautiful in time.Karma must be there.."...

The next night I came out.I found a new friend who just moved from surabaya.he lives near my house.he again cool motor tests.."hai .."sapaku.."hai also.".."hai..".."again what b ro?".."again motor test.create it down later tonight"."down??down to where?"..."racing..balapan😁".."wah.seru dong..got afraid of what?".."why should be afraid.we men.it can also forget emotions...I channel my emotions into the world of racing.has calmed down to money😁"..

"waaa..can follow...I want to see..".."please..I want to go, bring my own motorbike or my bell?"..."nebeng just easier".."introduce.I reihan"..."I arif"..depart us to the arena.there I saw a lot of motor modifications.many also jockeys.I saw them racing..but there is still fear as well.."you want to try the rif" said Rei.."I'm still afraid.never come along like this".."just try the rif.please your feelings ..I'm sure it must be a happy rifle"...😁😁😁.."wear my motor.not to be afraid"..I hold the handlebar of his motor.In my memory there is only heartache.and heartache..ku gas poll the motor.and I feel relief..like flying all my heartache.."how rif?.would I?.?.".."extraordinary....I am really satisfied..Can I come with you guys ..race..I want to learn..".."can..later I say bang rudi.biar in the motor hold ".. "well, by the way bang rudi who?"."he's our chairman.if there's a problem he's coming down, then,understand races like this wild race.we also have enemies."..".."..mmm"