A gay? Submerged Passion
27. I hope God never loves me
“Where are you going?” Damian stared hard at Ariana.
Ariana who is still busy putting earrings in her right ear furrowed her eyebrows.
“Why are you asking like that?”
“Ck, is it hard to answer my question? Where are you going?” Damian repeated the question. This time with a hiss and a sharp look.
The woman's breath was out. His black eyes can be seen squinting, staring at the figure of Damian who only wears shorts without a top from the reflection of glass.
“Not your business!”
Damian who heard that widened his eyes. His feet quickly stepped closer towards the figure of Ariana. A dark and terrifying aura oozed out from her body, making ariana involuntarily hold her breath.
“What did you say?” Damian sizzled sharply right in Ariana's ears.
Ariana looks gulped rough. His white eyes stared into the surroundings of space, looking for something in order to restore his courage.
“Damian, can you stay away from me,” he asked slowly.
Damian who realized that Ariana was frightened increasingly smiled slanted. This woman was really testing her patience and her feelings.
“Away?”
“Yes, stay away. I want to go.”
“Where do you want to go?” damian asked sharply. Even his hand was now tightly holding Ariana's plain shoulder.
Ariana seemed to be gulping nervously. His courage seemed to be lost, even the usual moves he put out to paralyze the bastard son of a bitch out there as if locked.
“Damian___”
“You want to go out where to wear unfit clothes like this.”
Ariana's eyes look wide. Beautiful face that polished thin makeup looks tight.
“Tak worthy?”
“Ya inappropriate clothes. Look, your shoulders are open, and all eyes can arrange them easily. That outfit would look normal if one was wearing a ja*ang! Are you part of them?”
Araian who heard the humiliation from Damian clenched his hands. The man did not realize that he had offended the woman. He only felt annoyed if he saw Ariana wandering around in clothes that showed his curves. His heart is really hot.
Dugh!
“Auch.” Damian's pulling his body back.
His blue eyes flashed, staring at Ariana who was seen staring at him flat from the glass.
“Damn it! What are you doing?” Damian asked with his hand still holding his nose.
His nose is bleeding, yes it's all because Ariana who without cue attacked his face using the head.
“You asked me what I did?”
“...” Damian was silent with his eyes still shining.
Ariana smiled in a slant. “I'm beating up a bastard who has demeaned the dignity of a woman.”
Damian clenched his left hand. Her nose really hurt, it was amazing this woman in front of her.
“You should have learned about ethics again. Do not judge something just from its outward appearance. You said clothes like this are only suitable for seoarng ja*ang?”
“....”
“You should know, even today many ja*ang are wearing closed clothes, and put on a plain face. While many fine women who wear open clothes but it turns out they are still awake.” Ariana looked at Damian sharply.
The woman was really offended by Damian's words. He was dressed like this because of the demands of the profession, and now the people who had just known him insulted him, and called him by the name of a lowly man, ja\*ang.
Damian, who had begun to realize his mistake, released the hand that covered his nose. The blood flow from his nose was still seeping, but he was breeding.
“Ariana, forgive me,” he said sincerely.
Ariana who heard Damian's words smiled slanted. “You why?”
Damian just kept quiet, he was also confused by himself. He never said an apology for a lifetime, especially for someone he considered a stranger.
“Do you regret?” Ariana squinted at Damian with an interested look.
Damian was still silent, but not with his brain. Regretted? Did he ever feel that.
“Ha ha ha, are you starting to falter now?” Ariana's up. The woman approached Damian.
“Hay, Damian. Hear me. Don't fall in love with me, or you'll be sorry for a lifetime.”
The deg!
Damian's heart felt stifled. What's with his feelings. He should have felt fine when Ariana spoke something that she thought was ridiculous.
“Remember! I have a lover, and until any time, I will not reciprocate your feelings.” Right after saying that Ariana left Damian in a room that looked cold.
Brak!
Right after the door slamming sound Damian's body decays. His eyes look empty. “Why do I feel?” Damian touched his chest that was painful.
“Why with him?” tanyanya in the middle of the silence of space.
***
“Master, you have to rise.” Roy looked at Max who was still like a dazed person.
Max is silent. His life seemed to mean nothing anymore. The feeling of emptiness really made her feel bad.
“Roy,” call it down.
“Iya Mr.”
“Do I not deserve to be happy?” ask her with a desperate face.
Roy who heard Max's silly question gasped. His face turned cloudy.
“Master, what are you saying? Obviously you deserve to be happy, you shouldn't feel that way.”
“Ha ha, deserve to be happy. If I deserve to be happy, why does God take my happiness one by one?”
“Tuan__”
“Do you have any answers, Roy?”
“ ....”
“Look, even you who have served me for a long time are silent.”
Roy quickly shook his head. “No, I don't mean it like that Mr.”
“Ha ha ha, that's Roy. Am I born only for one taste.”
“Master?”
“Maybe true they say, I was only born to have one taste, which is vengeance,” Max said coldly.
His black eyes mneyorot the sky sharply. The darkness of the night was even still inferior to the darkness of his heart at this moment.
The man looks very bad. The wounds of loss and true betrayal destroyed his life.
“Roy.”
“Tuan.”
“Roy, tell me, how do I live?” Max looked at Roy.
“Master, you have to stay alive__”
“Then tell me how. I've forgotten how to live a quiet life.” Max looked at his feet wrapped in black shoes.
“Master, you must be sincere.”
“Ikhlas, do I have to?” Max returns to Roy. His behavior is really like a child.
“Master, sincerely it is necessary for your life more quiet.”
“Oh yes, then sincere is like what? Can I be happy if I'm sincere?” Max looked at Roy. He looked exactly like a student waiting for an answer from his teacher.
Roy looks confused. Happy, and sincere? If you can be honest, he has not been able to do these two things sincerely.
“Yes, at least you will feel better after that.”
“Oh, that? But Roy, you remember, I was sincere when I lost it all. I also thought that everything would be fine, and I would live happily. But what I got, I just got a betrayal, and lost for the second time.”
“Master, maybe God loves you very much.”
“Is that? If the way God loves me makes me lose, then it's better God never loves me.”
