A Friend Without Certainty
ABOUT TRAUMA (1)
Trauma is like dysphoria eating away at me. The trauma is over. I'm done too.
the sound of aurobic music was echoing in one of the rooms of the Moon residence. Omanya was asking him to be a gymnastics guide and Bintang happened to be accompanying the Moon oma for gymnastics, for some reason the most visible spirit is oma, probably because his favorite adopted grandson was accompanying him, because he was accompanying her, while the stars appear to be defeated because of the movement of gymnastics that is too fast.
Usually the oma and Moon enjoy their gymnastics time for at least an hour but because the Stars seem exhausted they have to delay their gymnastics time.
“Capek oma” complains Bitang.
“Tuttt..Ttuuttiii, grab a drink and take it to the gym!” yelled oma, and this was the habit. Oma was already in her sixties but her soul was a soul of her twenties.
“Alayy lo bin!” moon Eject.
“Ye, I it's not alay I am rarely gymnastics, yakan oma” said Bintang asked ke-oma defendera.
“Iya lan, besides this is also the first time to make Bintang” bela oma.
“Basic, ifa same grandson same aja” said Moon sulking.
"Udah already want to go back first. This is Tuti told to take a long drink really” upset oma then go to the kitchen.
“Lo rarely gymnastics?” Ask Moon. To be honest he already knows that the Star rarely sports, he just wants to get stale.
“You know, not discussed”
Moon grinned the horse, he knew that the Star was most anti to the topic of gymnastics. “Eh yes, you can silat no, I horrified almost all the guys in the class join extra silat” month trying to shift the topic of conversation.
“No, I don't like those kind of things”
“Continue, if you have a girl you can not protect cewe lo dong!” the Moon logically.
“Protect it does not mean it has to be by hardness”
“Keep what dong” Moon is getting less and less crowded with Stars sometimes the way of thinking is very unpredictable by humans, even this intelligent Moon can not guess it.
“Yes later if my girl is bullied, I just run away, if I need to carry!” The stars laughed at the look on the face of the Moon which was a little upset because the Moon was very cool with the stars' laughter.
“Kumaha maneh, STAR!!” upset Last month he left the Stars alone in the gymnastics room.
“Gue joked times , lan” shouted the Stars as the Moon started to drift away.
****
The star is confused looking for the Moon, he has been looking for it all over the corner of this house even he went to look for it to the back. Earlier, Bintang just went to the toilet after returning the Moon was not in the namesake or room.
‘This child where the hell, a day does not make me fret can not what?!’ inner Star.
“Oma, know Which month?” Ask the Stars he was too tired to look for the Moon.
“Udah searched all over the place yet?” not answering the oma even asked back.
“Udah oma, up to the back warehouse also did not meet” complained Bitang since long ago he was always spoiled if with oma, maybe it was habit.
Oma chuckled softly. ”Try you search again at the top, the corner and the door there is a musical symbol” advice oma. Without saying anything the Star immediately searched the Moon in the upper room somehow he felt something was wrong with the Moon. One month ago Moon did tell oma to renovate the house because Moon wanted to make his personal music studio.
Moon presses his piano bust with deep emotions somehow he suddenly remembers Melan his close friend during SD who died in an accident. The Moon was a very jolly girl she also had many friends and she had five close friends.
One day the five of them intend to spend the afternoon five days somehow the three friends were a little jealous of the Moon because the Moon always got everything. The three of them intend to drown the Moon in the lake because they know that the Moon cannot swim. At that time the Moon memag almost drowned but Melan helped him he pushed the body of the Moon into the boat again while Melan who is also not so expert swim he drowned since then also all his friends even sahabt himself hating the Moon is not purely the fault of the Moon.
Moon crying while mengatinikan piano he wants to vent all his emotions, he wants to forget all his problems, if time can be repeated Moon wants him who drowned at that time. The moon does not want to live with deep regret, it does not want to live with the past. Free all this time he therapy psiikologists all their drugs will not restore Melan and will not change the fate that Melan died of the Moon.
“MONTHN!!” Star surprised to see the state of the Moon like this, he immediately pulled the Moon into his arms The star hugged the Moon very tightly while occasionally rubbing his back wishing he “ Calm down, lan, everything will be fine” whispered the Moon star he knew that this sahabtnya could not accept the bitter reality of massalu.
“GUE EVIL STARS, MELAN STARS, MELANN!” yell at him while he pleased.
This is the thing most stars fear and hate.
“Melan has calmed down there, you should be happy not even nangisin he”
“BUT I'M EVIL STARS, I'M A KILLER!!”
“MELAN BIN, he's my best friend I love” the most
“Mel-“ Moon greeting truncated, he fainted on his face Star. The star knows this will happen sometimes it's better if he faints like this than the current is not clear about his regrets.
this is still mending than a few years ago, the Moon always release his trauma by cutting all hands to his feet.
The star carried the Moon into his room, put the Moon to sleep and covered it. Oma came with mixed feelings to see the condition of her grandson who was always like this when she remembered Melan.
“Oma, sorry Star can not take care and happyin Moon”
“This is not your fault Star, it used to be much worse than this but since there you at least he can still smile”
“Stars saying go home first yes oma, fear mama nyariin because earlier partnya just gymnastics aj” part Star.
“Yes, be careful “
****
The star enters the house with a giant step he is worried about the state of the Moon, if only he today there is no promise to take his mother to the Mall maybe Bintang will wait until the Moon roar.
When he was about to go up to the Star was surprised to see Mars-sister laiki-male Star who was smiling indistinctly in front of the television while looking at his cellphone.
“Ngapain lo smile smile?” Tanya Bintang made sure that her sister is healthy.
“Chatan equals girlfriend dong” replied Mars casually. Miris star heard that, she is still in the world today while Mars already has some ex even though maru entered Junior High School
“Si Mela?”
“Not Mela mah not cool, my time continues who should look for topics. Males!” and the star also knows that his sister is very play boy, although Mars is famous play boy but, in vain never do anything. According to the Star of his sister, he only needs a girlfriend for the entertainer.
“Basic, you when to learn after all anyway!” cibir Star.
“Emang lo bang. Everywhere the same Kak Moon continued, just from a small position but there was never any progress. If I am the one who is lo I have applied it to Kak Bulan” said Mars Ngaco.
The star was thinking about ucpan Mars who said take it and the Moon never made any progress instead of no progress, but I don't know if the friendship is very difficult to destroy even though they are very comfortable with this friendship.
