A Flavor

A Flavor
I lied again



“You why the hell ale? The food is bad? Or do you want to eat something else?”


Alesia moved her eyes looking at Leon who was at the very end seat at the dining table. Alesia really can't forget what she said yesterday afternoon.


Aunt santi is right.. Leon's brother would admit anything if Leon really loved me..


Leon frowning. Notya replied, alesia instead looked at him with a gaze that could not be interpreted at all.


“Ale..”


“Kak..”


The call of alesia interrupts what Leon wants to say.


“Ya.”


“Yesterday mom came here and said something about you. Mother said you had said something about your past.. And I think your past must be related to aunt santi.”


Pause for a moment. Alesia was confused as to how to say it. Alesia was also afraid that Leon was disappointed because he thought alesia doubted him.


“Honest brother.. I have a little doubt about you now. I feel you're full of secrets and puzzles too.” Alesia.


Leon's speechless. Leon slowly swallowed the food in his mouth. Leon did not expect alesia to be so observant to read every movement as well. And again mother yati, the woman can even feel the lie of leon.


Oh jesus.. Is it all going to end just like that..


“Kak.. I can convince my heart not to think badly of you. I also as much as I can get rid of any doubts that lurk in my heart.. But all that still there is brother.. Doubt is there even more big days. I'm rattled.. While you.. You keep saying don't remember anything.”


Clear circles begin to escape from both eyes of the alesia and drip forming tributaries on the pregnant woman's chuby cheeks.


“I believe brother is with you.. I love you too.. But I feel like everything is awkward. Maybe your love is real. But your behavior, it's really like a shadow. It looks clear but it's actually just a fake pseudo.”


Leon really can't dwell. Seeing the crying alesia made Leon feel the pain in his heart.


Will Alesia be so angry if I'm honest now? But for god's sake.. The timing is not right..


Leon took a deep breath and then exhaled it through his mouth.


“You what the hell, baby.. Don't look at that.. I don't mind if you have doubts. The important thing is that you are a woman who loves me.. And also about yati.. I just talked about our childhood. Well.. Only part of it I remember.”


Leon said it very well. His expression was so relaxed with a sweet smile that adorned his lips. The right drama really deserves a thumbs up.


I lied again..


Leon himself really does not know the way he thinks. And Leon felt like he was addicted to lying. Leon can even be so fluent in saying something that doesn't actually match reality. Maybe also if leon a fraudster has many victims who are consumed by his speech.


Alesia. Leon can still be so relaxed and smile sweet despite tau alesia doubt it. Though in the past Leon was always angry and silent if a little alesia honest with its diversity in love leon.


“You..”


Alesia's words hang down when leon arrives to touch and gently grasp his hand.


Alesia swallowed her saliva. In his eyes leon right on his two shady eyes. Alesia found nothing in the eyes of her husband other than honesty and fear. I don't know what fear leon alesia is feeling itself.


“Yeah.. You don't have to think macem.. I'm afraid what you think will interfere with your health.” Leon continued to smile staring at the face full of tears his wife.


Leon raised his hand and gently wiped the tears that drenched his wife's chuby cheeks. Leon realized he was wrong, even wrong. But Leon also did not want his charade to end up in vain. Leon doesn't want to be honest with his wife. Leon was just looking for the right time to say everything.


“Kak.. I'm sorry.. I've doubted you.” Lirih.


Leon shook his head. Alesia's doubtful feelings for her were not wrong. Leon did lie and hide his recovery from alesia. Because of that, Leon can be understood by what alesia feels. Women's feelings are very soft as well. Leon realized that.


“I'm sorry ale.. I'm sorry because it makes you doubt also not calm.”.


Alesia smiled then nodded her head.


“Oya dear tomorrow is not your schedule to check with the doctor? How about we do USG again.”


Leon switched the conversation because he did not want alesia to feel more suspicious which of course will have a bad impact on the mind and health of the pregnant woman.


“USG again?” Tanya alesia frowned.


“Yes.. I want to know our son is a boy or a girl.” Leon's smile answered.


Alesia was silent for a moment but finally nodded her head in agreement with what her husband said.


“OK..” Alesia smile.


“Ya has continued. This abis do not forget to take vitamins continue to rest.”


“Keep brother want to do after this?” ask alesia quickly.


“I?”


Leon pointed to himself. Leon finished all the work this afternoon. But Leon felt he needed time to be alone after this, of course to think things through. Think about how and when it feels right to say everything to the alesia.


“I still have a little work ale.. You just rest first. I'll be followed.” Leon's smile rubbed gently on chuby alesia's cheeks.


Alesia sighed. Being at home every day without doing any activities makes her husband feel very busy. Whereas in the past when alesia was still a model of alesia felt leon was always there for her. Whenever and wherever. But after he settled in the house alesia only realized if it turns out her husband is a super busy man with a myriad of jobs that always managed to take his time.


“Ya already then.”


Alesia said with a breath coming out of her mouth.


Leon finished dinner to take alesia to the room of course after giving vitamins to his beloved wife.


“Company me for a moment, brother.. At least until I close my eyes.” Pinta.


Leon smiled and nodded his head. Leon lies down next to Alesia. In the body of alesia full of affection and love. Leon doesn't know what's going to happen. But for sure Leon will continue to push the best for everything. Especially for alesia as well as their child.