A DEAL

CHAPTER 22 IS THIS THE FIRST MARRIAGE? bag. 2

Flashbacks, , , , ''em, , ,

I had a single mother since I was in the 1st grade of Junior High, my father died in a fatal accident that happened to him when he worked as a security guard at one of the companies in Jakarta. It was a nightmare for me and my mother, since that incident she seemed to feel a deep sense of destruction. It was as if he thought that dad was in the middle of us, starting from two months after the departure of the mother's father who began to speak for himself , laugh alone until you keep doing routine activities before and after work.

The mother who could not accept reality was slowly devastated by the departure of her father, as if she had never realized there was a next me to fight for, the situation is getting worse and worse so that the mother is taken to a mental hospital to be treated so as not to be too severe, initially improved, but all did not run long, but all did not run, until all was sold out and I had to drop out of school, for the sake of the mother who was getting drowned with her sadness. I who at that time was still very small did not understand the situation that was happening to our family.

Until finally the mother's illness changed again with depression that until now had never changed, the mother just stood still and looked to a point in the direction that I did not know at all what was on her mind. The departure of the father could not be taken for granted by the mother, and began at that time however I had to be able to survive, he said, and I also want to be able to get mom back to her original state.

I never gave up on treating her I was convinced and believed that mother could return to being the mother figure I used to be for me. The clear thread fell on Dira's right and left cheeks, the incident that had been in the grave for so long had to be dismantled again, Ari who dissolves in the story of Dira who spontaneously calms Dira and hugs Dira immediately the atmosphere that takes them unconsciously makes Ari slowly know little by little from the character of Dira during this time.

Can I meet your mother ?? Dira just looked into Ari's eyes fixedly, yes anyway I have to ask your mother's blessing, ri I want a story about my mother enough you know, ri, since this marriage is just an agreement I don't want your extended family to know it too deeply, it's a ri plea. Ari understands Dira's request.

Thanks Ra, , , , 'thank you for what ?? about you who want to tell me a little about your past. I should be thanking ri, , , for ?? for those of you who want to be a listener for me. ”saling throw smile”.

Then I take you home yes, for marriage problems I have arranged everything, and most importantly I want to meet your mother, okay, , . god willing, I will soon know my mother. If you are not busy today ?? hmm while glancing at his watch I still have about three hours, gmana if today we go to the mother's place, okay fine.

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Upon arrival at the hospital Dira brought and introduced Ari in front of his mother who is still said to have not improved, he said, blank stares and confusion that linger in the mind of the mother makes any communication can not be digested properly by her mother. Bu this is Dira , , look who this is next to Dira , his name is Ari bu Dira's future husband better the man's mother, not budging at all no matter what the circumstances of the mother are very concerning. Pity enveloped Ari who was deep in his heart how all this time Dira had survived for all this.

If you see this all Ari feels the cruelest person considering the problem of dismissing employees in his company at that time, even though it was not his desire but the desire of his father. Maybe if the stop was not going on then it might not be this complicated and maybe he and Dira would not marry in this ridiculous way, but everything has been done and time will also not be able to be repeated.

After that meeting, Ari became more reserved guilt always came to melt instantly in his heart , is all this because of me ??? what am I supposed to do?? How to make everything look okay, , all questions come simultaneously without any answers that can make Ari's heart relieved, Ari can only pray that all this goes according to plan until the end.

The marriage of Ari and Dira is approaching, the preparation for preparation has been done so well as from two different people, too, Dira who is getting ready will be a wife as well as Ari. Ra , , after fitting clothes later you can go home alone, , You see I still have business to finish, , ohh okay later I go home with a busway. hmm if you may know your business is not about the wedding I tell, not really the business in the office that must be handled immediately, okay alright, I am relieved to hear it , I honestly feel bad if you think too much about this marriage while this marriage is not a permanent marriage.

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