A Cup of Wine in the Arid Field

Grief of a Heart

Before anything happens there will be a sign! that is what has been implied and set the owner of life.

The attitude that Oscar showed behind him showed that he would soon be home. And they never realized that.

Lea herself who once felt astonished and repeatedly Oscar had unconsciously given a signal but not in Lea's consciousness.

Today the world seems to be collapsing for him, his nightmare last night has now come true.

The police officer who came rightly carried a flag of mourning for him. Lea was taken to Bhayangkara hospital where her husband received help but unfortunately Oscar's life could not be helped.

Oscar bled out, too much of his blood coming out of the wound, a stabbing stick from one of the narboka dealers who managed to stab and tear Oscar's stomach and get to know the Lamb.

That night Oscar got a report of a drug party at one of the discos, the police officer went straight to the location with his disguise.

The party that began to happen chaos made Oscar immediately contact his team to immediately to the location. Tigor and Kornel were there.

They get an Oscar that has been covered in blood, but the tough man ignores the stab wound in his stomach.

Oscar was still fighting with some of the criminals until he managed to shoot two of them dead before he fell weak.

Seeing this, Tigor and Kornel immediately took Oscar to the hospital. But Oscar's life was not helped because of too much blood.

"Please take care of my wife and family" Oscar's last message before turning a blind eye.

Lea arrived at the hospital where Oscar lay pale. With her eyes closed in her long sleep.

"Daddy,,,???!" lirih Lea with tears that had flooded on her cheeks. soon in her arms the body of the husband who was stretched stiff.

Lea still does not believe in reality.

"Wake up Daddy,, wake up! don't joke like this?!" weeping Lea. while rocking Oscar's body.

"Cornels,, Tigor!Let's wake him up, why do you let your best friend sleep like that???" Leah looked at Kornel and Tigor alternately.

Pull the hands of two men who became her husband's men.

Kornel pulls Lea in his arms, giving strength to his superior wife.

"I'm sorry, ma'am, you were late to help Mr. Oscar's life" Kornel said with regret.

They were also very sad and felt the sadness that Lea felt, with deep regret.

Oscar's body was immediately packed and will be taken home to the funeral home. With Leah accompanying her husband, she reached home.

The sound of hysterical cries and screams of the entire Oscar family was heard roaring as the Ambulance car entered the courtyard of the two-story house.

The limp Leah seemed to be boneless on the papah by Kornel. The beautiful woman was no longer able to cry, her tears as if they had dried up had drained away.

The entire Lawrans family set off on a night flight to the town where Lea and her husband lived.

Early in the morning the Lea family arrived at the residence of Oscar's parents.

Mother Ranny who could not hold back her tears hugged her youngest daughter.

Mother's unstoppable cry sees how her now frail daughter with a heart-wrenching reality.

Oscar's funeral procession took place in wisdom, the ceremony of the handover of Janazah from the Oscar family to his unity to be buried militarily.

After the process of recitation of the life history of the corpse in the cemetery at the Heroes Cemetery.

Lea was accompanied by her extended family to accompany Oscar's departure. Leah was trying hard to accept this fact.

Lae with Ikhlas Let go her beloved husband to his final resting place, albeit with tears and tears.

The drizzle that began to fall slowly, the universe seemed to cry with the departure of the son of the nation.

The ceremony and the final salute were carried out with three shots fired by the firing squad.

Lea closed her eyes watching how all her happiness seemed to have gone with Oscar's departure.

The last time the funeral laying of flower crans and greeting speech also Sorrow and Mercy from all ranks of the Police.

The final handover of the flag of the Red and White Flag from the leadership to Lea.

"Saddened, may the mother be given patience and fortitude" The brief sentence said by the leader handed over the flag that Leah received and kissed her.

Throw tears in red and white in her hands. The sobs could not stand Lea's crying again sounded in her mother's arms.

Lae chanted verses and prayer stanzas, accompanying her husband's departure.

"Good road, baby?!! dream good in your long sleep" her inner as the cry.

Lea stared at Nissan where her husband lay for his entire life. It was as if just yesterday engraved all the fond memories of the time when Oscar was about to leave him for so long.

"I can't believe you can stay here alone, Dad, thank you for the many loves and affection you give me, but in the end you left me too"

Lea was still glued in place staring at the wet mound of earth with a headstone embedded there.

"Under this tombstone, I rest your love,,,, so deep I can't really say good-bye,,,,,?!!!"

All of Lea's extended family are still in the cemetery. All the mourners returned home after the funeral.

Papi and Om Sean were standing not far from Lea's place.they also felt what Lea now felt. All share an Elegy from the past.

How they used to feel in staying away the woman they loved forever.

Papi who had felt how it used to be in staying away Lilian her first lover.Thus it took ten years for papi before finally meeting the mother.

Similarly, Om Sean who lives away Sonya in a state of containing the seeds of his love. Five-year-old Sean has opened his heart to his wife Virgin.

They slowly stepped towards Lea hugging her lovingly. Before finally bringing Leah home.

Leah tried to be strong and strong even though her heart was now so fragile as to accept reality.

An atmosphere of grief that still enveloped Oscar.

Lea, who was like a daze after Oscar, the young woman is now back to bear the status of a widow for the third time.

All those wonderful memories that made Lea new to consciousness. Oscar has given a sign of his death.

The intimacy that does not seem to want to separate and the spoiled behavior that passes.

All the places where they spend their time on vacation.

The promise of his last promise and all became memories.

Today Lea is in the grave of her husband, her beloved one. He who always gives his affection and attention and sincerity.

"I never thought that what you did was just to get away from my side, did you know that I was alone? how will I knit the day without you?"

Lea wiped away the tears that had fallen back, still in her eyes the tombstone that seemed to make a wound in her heart.

"You know there is no one I have here, how I can take care of myself without you, without anyone protecting me, while I don't have anyone in this town" Isak yeps softly.

Slowly Lea left all her feelings as if left there.

Goodbye, may you have a good dream in your long sleep.

Two Weeks Lea's extended family only returned after making sure Lea was okay.

The house that was crowded yesterday now feels quiet and quiet.

Every afternoon Lea visited Oscar's grave, prayed for him, and told him a story.

Lea seemed to express what she was feeling. His grief, loss and all their happy memories for the last time.

*Never imagined and never thought you would leave me alone ...

Under the tombstone now I rest your love so deeply.....

I really can't say goodbye....

One hour I've loved you in my heart but to forget you you need time*....

The temple and verse of the song seemed to be a song of virgin soul in his heart.

Although Lea was aware that every living thing would definitely return to the place of the creator.

But it all felt like a dream that made Lea realize that Oscar was gone.

Her joking smile and laughter never seemed to hint at her passing.

Oscar seemed to be leaving with some of his life.

All the families gave support so that Lea did not fall and could rise again.

The life that goes on that we must live that has gone is impossible to return.

Tigor and Via and Kornel always come to visit when they take off the pickets. Kornel, who felt sympathy for what befell the family, always tried to comfort Lea.

When they were always together, Daddy, Mommy and his two younger siblings, they knew Lea must be very lost and sad, they had also foreseen the departure of Oscar.

They now regard Leah as their own child. Even though Oscar is gone.

Time passes, days change months, months change years.

Lea is now on a beach stand where she and Oscar used to be together.

Year to year in this city the waves are the same as before. but there is one ngana pe heart so nyanda here ...

Maybe fate would separate us if we were to separate. But I still remember you in the memory where the eternity of this love will remain in the recesses of my heart. Even though you are now not by my side.

Without feeling Lea again crying and sobbing on the edge of this beach.

An outstretched hand carried Leah in her arms. Gave her shoulders for a place to shed her cries.

"Cry if it makes you feel relieved!" Kornel hugged her.

Kornel accompanied Lea wherever she went.

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***** Love you All & _____________________Love you All *****