
Flowers read Rama's notes;
If the country can not give books to children in the corners, let's love.
If the country can not take care of nature and the environment, let's take care.
If the country can't keep small merchants, let's keep them.
If the country can't protect the rights of minorities, let's protect it.
Come rame-rame do what the country doesn't. Come rame-rame replace the role of state.
Don't expect the country.
Since the disappearance of Rama, Bunga became a person who likes to read. His main reading is notes from Rama's blog that he has copied and printed himself so that he can read everywhere. Flowers feel so guilty. He had been looking for Rama everywhere. Bunga met Rama's friends, he went to the house to contract Rama, Rama's favorite coffee shop, the outlet where Rama left the t-shirts, to school
informal by Rama. Everyone knows where Rama went. They only believe that Rama is in a place that is not a city, only that no one knows where Rama is.
Something that offended Rama's heart was happening, and Bunga had a big part in the matter, Bunga realized that. That is why he sought Rama. Naturally, with his efforts
looking, Bunga has gone one step deeper to know Rama. From people who knew Rama, Bunga gained so many new perspectives. Flowers knew, he had misjudged the man. Early in the morning, Bunga sat on the long chair that Rama used to occupy. Pissing and Pejoh passing from behind, they headed for the library. The pair were actually already aware of the existence of the Flower there, but Pejoh asked Keing to
ignoring Flowers. Pejoh who is none other than Rama's friend, was upset and had lost respect for what Bunga had done to Rama. Flowers feel like de javu. A few days earlier, he had sensed what had happened today, where Piss and Pejoh had silenced him like this, in the same place, the same position. Piss and Pejoh always pass like there are no flowers there.
Flowers were also similarly cowardly, not a single word came out of his lips in an attempt to make Piss and Pejoh
stop and approach him.
“Rama,” said Bunga alone as Piss and Pejoh disappeared from his sight and entered the porous room.
Flowers reopen the records of Rama in his hand;
when you're tired, it's me who doesn't get tired easily
when you're lonely, it's me, the other lonely.
I'm running out of places in town.
Put me in your syllabus
assign me to fly, inflame, spread, spread,
thrilling, thrilling, obscure
maybe it's my job to go around the brawl, though,
peaking around the walkers
upturned the star sprinkles
or swoop down to caress Segara Anak from within the Wind of Rinjani, say
“here's your human remains”
I'll be right between you,
I'll blow what I have
Whahuh?
“Rama, it's me, Bunga Indurasmi, another lonely one,” Bunga said softly at what he read.
Flowers reopen the next Rama note;
That individual
unique, one.
the sun is nothing
if there are a thousand
You, you,
be yourself.
one is.
Reading Rama's notes, Bunga re-opened the first page of Rama's notes, he recalled one opening quote on Rama's blog;
Man will be nothing until the time when
it becomes what he decides himself.
Flowers reopen another record of Rama;
Someone tried to advise me in this cold embrace,
“Come home once in a while to Mommy, Son. But do not get rid of the destiny that the place of all your reality is in the city.
Don't run,” said. And the air is getting colder.
“Catama, Rama. Where all your reality is in the city,”
flowers are alone again. “Then go home,” he said again.
Flowers put his head on the table, precisely on a bundle of notes about Rama that he always read, his eyes glazed in it. The sound of footsteps of people coming and going
he heard repeatedly, Flowers don't care.
Pejoh is still in the library. She slept. Pissing left him and went out alone. Pee in front
the library door, he was silent. He saw, Bunga was still sitting in the same place as he and Pejoh passed ignoring him
a few hours ago.
His heart trembled for a moment. As hard as it is shaped by nature, Pissing knows very well what it is like to be a woman.
Behind the magnitude of the name of a Bunga as chairman of HMJ and students with a GPA of 3.9, Bunga is a lonely person. Peeing knew that since they knew each other closely when Bunga was hospitalized some time ago. Even later, many times Piss contacted Bunga to ask for company and listen to his outpouring, he said, but Piss ignored him.Pissing Piss to Flowers he did because he felt the need to maintain respect for Pejoh his lover who refused to believe in what Bunga, Rais, and campus said. Pejoh knows Rama. Pejoh feel Rama is not like what has been expected
they were in Bu Ani's class case then.
Piss to force himself to walk past the Flower. His heart was racing, he did not dare to glance at the Flower in the slightest. He tried hard to refuse to feel what the flower felt.
One, two, three steps, Piss successfully passed by and turned his back on the Flower. Feeling safe, Piss stop his steps for a moment, he elus his chest to relieve his heartbeat, he exhaled
his relief. Merely, before rushing to continue his steps, he heard the sound of steps and dry leaves being stepped on, a
he stood up and looked at her from behind.
“Rama with those who fight,” Flowers say.
“Are you not with me, Cing?” said again.
Pee turns the body slowly. He still hasn't put out a word. He's still looking for what.
“I will resign from the chairman of HMJ. I don't care about the job title, the scholarship or the numbers. If I think something is true, then I will say the truth. If I think something is wrong, then I will say wrong,” Flower said again. Pissing eyes widened after hearing it.
“Will I make up for my mistake. I'm gonna fight back. And After all that, Cing ...,” Flower held back his sentence. He stepped closer to the piss. “Are you with me?” Floral
repeating words. Piss opened his body and let the Flower scatter his embrace there. Also split the two women's cries in the park there.