
I don't know why I wish what you said in the beginning was the real thing. But it turns out I was wrong. It turned out to be a beautiful dream and then I woke up and fell. Disappointed, but I don't deserve to be disappointed.
-shanum
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Shanum has arrived at his study. Keenan's figure was not present that morning. He pulled out a chair and then sat down, putting his bag right on the table.
A few minutes later, the door opened and there was a Keenan figure behind the door. Stop stepping and look at each other.
"Morning.." Sapa Sha to Keenan.
Keenan stepped then, heading towards Shanum first.
"Morning Sha.." Greet Keenan and then step away leaving Shanum.
Shanum stared at Keenan's departure at that moment. Keenan headed for his chair, and sat down later. Keenan dropped his shoulders and leaned quickly on the chair he was sitting on, then he closed his eyes.
"What's wrong with her?" Sha asked inwardly and then continued his work.
Keenan still closed his eyes, he remembered the person who contacted him earlier. I feel tired, what should he do now.
"You didn't forget your promise, did you, Keen?"
"Oma, how are you?"
"Don't switch the conversation."
"It's not like that Keen meant, Oma."
"Abserve your presence?"
"Yes.. Oh, um." Keen replied and the conversation stopped.
Keenan opened his eyes then, his gaze staring at Shanum from a distance, for some reason he suddenly had a crazy idea. But he shook his head quickly and deleted the idea.
Morning to noon, the atmosphere in the Keenan room was so quiet. Keenan is still thinking hard about meeting with Omanya later. While Shanum was thinking how he should thank Keenan last night for holding him, I don't know how embarrassed it feels for Sha to say it.
"You don't eat Keen?" Sha asked when the clock had shown at twelve noon.
Keenan was surprised to hear that Shanum's presence standing before him was not realized by Keenan.
"Oh, yeah, I'll eat."
"Ehm.. Will I buy you something?"
"No. no need."
"Hemm. okay, just let me know if you want anything." Sha said again while pointing at his cellphone hoping Keenan contacted him later.
"OK.." Keen replied and then smiled.
Shanumpun then turned his body, trying to step slowly away from Keenan, but suddenly Shanum decided to turn back his body quickly trying to stare at Keenan again.
"After a problem?" Shanum asked suddenly and made Keenan speechless and surprised.
"Can I help you?" Sha asked again and this time Keenan shook his head and smiled.
"Ok, just tell me you need help." Sha said again and again and this time again stepped away from Keenan, but suddenly Keenan called his name. Making Shanum turn his body back and look at Keenan for umpteenth time.
"Yes." Yeah." Sha replied, while watching Keenan's arrival approaching him.
"Can you help me?" Keenan asked and this time looked close to Sha's face, making Sha completely stop stepping.
"Maybe." Sha replied nervously, because Keenan was so close to him.
"Can you really help me?" Ask Keenan again and make Sha confused what to say.
"What help?" Sha asked and was so nervous as to say it because Keenan kept looking at her and was very close at the moment.
"Be my girlfriend Sha..." Keenan said finally and suddenly one of his hands was already coiled around Shanum's waist and managed to hug him.
Shanum laughed at Keenan's words, impossible.Must be Keenan to the door on his way to the office earlier.
"You must be double?" Ask Sha then.
"I'm serious Sha. Be my girlfriend."
"Huh.you're going crazy." Sha said and tried to get away from Keenan. But the more Shanum tried, the stronger Keenan hugged Sha at that time.
"Help me."
"No." Reject Sha fast.
"You have Yuna.."
"He's not here."
"I have Andre."
"Your relationship is just pretending to be with her."
"How do you know."
"That's not important."
"Don't force me Keen."
"You can pretend to be dating her, why don't you pretend to be dating me."
"That's a different thing." Answer Sha.
"You can get whatever you want, as long as you're my girlfriend."
"It's low I'm in your eyes." Sha replied and this time his face showed sadness.
"That's not what I mean."
"You scared me Keen." Sha said and this time a drop of tears fell on his cheek.
"Prepare me Sha.. Take it." Keenan said and his embrace stretched out and released Sha's body finally.
Keenan returned to his chair, touching the files lying on his desk. His face looked chaotic at once.
"Why do you have to find a rented girlfriend?" Sha asked finally.
"I promised Oma I'd see them this weekend."
"What about Yuna?"
"He can't go home."
"Why don't you tell the truth to your eyes."
"I can't let my mom down. His health must have deteriorated."
"By lying."
"Then I have to do what, tell the truth, I don't want sha.I'm afraid to lose my omaku. At least I can make her happy right now."
"Go Sha, your lunch hour's been wasted." Keenan said again and resumed his work.
Shanumpun left slowly, leaving Keenan alone at last. His heart was uncertain, his mind was spinning constantly about what Keenan said to him.
"What should I do." Inner Sha spoke.
Keep stepping, grabbing the door and opening it and finally completely leaving Keenan.
The feeling is so bad. At first he was very surprised by Keenan's words, when Keenan asked him to be his girlfriend. It managed to make his heart beat erratically. Like a beautiful dream.
But all becomes clear, when Keenan tells her to become a hired girlfriend. It is impossible for a Keenan to ask himself to be a real girlfriend. Who he is is far from perfect. Disappointed so quickly approached him at that moment.
"Stupid you Sha." Inner Sha voiced back.
Shanum was already standing in an elevator and was about to descend to the ground floor at that moment. His face still looked as chaotic as it did with Keenan. When the elevator door opened, someone came out of the elevator. Stare at each other and remember. A woman Shanum had met. He stepped out and now stood in front of Shanum and smiled.
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