A Black Rose

Episode 22

Ahza and Sari walk towards the parking lot, while walking in the corridor of Ahza hospital and sari meet with Ilham.

"Doctor Ahza" said Ilham.

"Ah, doctor Ilham has arrived" said Ahza back.

"Yes I will replace you for the night shift" said Ilham smile.

"The doctor looks unwell, are you okay?" Ask Inspiration

"Yes, I'm fine maybe just a lack of sleep" Ahza said.

"Then rest and do not get sick" said Ilham.

"Okay, excuse me" Ahza said.

"See you" Ahza continued.

"See you" said Ilham.

Ahza's legs felt very heavy and very tired. It felt like getting home quickly.

On the way Ahza was silent not because he did not want to talk just his body was tired so that talking was heavy.

After reaching the house Ahza runs her car her mind is a bit chaotic, thinking about Raffa continuously. Ahza did not go home immediately but rather Raffasya kemakam and brought a bouquet of black and red roses.

Arriving at the funeral Ahza smiled when she saw Raffasya's name engraved with a nice assisted gravestone. There was a new flower growing next to Raffasya's tomb.

Black roses that grow beside the tomb of Raffasya bloom very beautifully with a deep black color and green thorns that are reddish ends.

Black combined with green as if symbolizing if someone dies then there is a new hope that will arise.

Ahza loves green because green is a symbol of hope for everyone. Each seedling planted will appear buds and green leaves. That is the life that everyone lives.

Like a dead flower, the seeds of the flower will grow another flower that is more beautiful than the previous flower.

Ahza is a very talented girl he really likes the story of Aristotle who asked his teacher.

One day Aristotle asked his teacher "What is true love?"

Then the teacher answered

Then Aristotle did and returned empty-handed

Then the teacher asked "Where are the flowers"

Aristotle answered "I didn't get it. Actually I have found it but I think in front of there is something better. But when I got to the end of the garden I just realized that the flower I met first was the best but I could not go back"

Then the teacher replied "That's how true love is the more you look for the best then you'll never find it.. never waste the love of someone who grows in your heart because time will never come back"

And always remember the words of Raffasya "If you believe that natural selection exists, there should be no need to fear abandonment... There is no need to be afraid of being let go and forgotten every time someone leaves there will always be someone coming"

Ahza smiled wryly with a puddle of tears that escaped just so wet her cheeks and dripped on a deep black rose beside Raffasya's grave.

Ahza rubbed the tombstone that read Raffasya's name and said

"True love until this moment I have not been able to forget you and will never be able to." Ahza said with tears in her eyes.

Putting a bouquet of black roses right on top of the tombstone Raffasya smiled and could only stare at the tomb that buried his love in the heart of Ahza continues and continues to grow for a man named Raffasya Alfariq.

After 30 minutes Ahza looked at the grave of the person she loved so much Ahza said goodbye and soon returned home the day was getting late and the clock showed at 17:45 pm.

On the way Ahza just silent with a blank look and silent but great still think of safety in driving. Ahza is strong because of the strength and ability that Raffasya gave her.

Arriving home, Ahza broke down and looked at the ceiling of her room her hand grabbed the photo album on her bedside table.

Ahza got up from her bed and sat leaning against her bed and began to open an album that read RAFFASYA ♡ AHZA. Ahza began to open the first sheet where someone took pictures of them when Raffasya first expressed his love in public. The second sheet shows Raffasya always accompany Ahza anywhere and everywhere.

Until the last sheet where the photo Raffasya and Ahza photo for the last time while in the garden for their 5th anniversary Anniversary before finally Raffasya accident and leave Ahza for good.

The memories, dreams, hopes and ideals that they made and carved in the album must be stored deeply and can only remember it without being able to make it happen.

Ahza's tears flowed back through the album and her tears were dripping down Raffasya's photo. Grasping the album and crying. The state of Ahza's room was very quiet there were only sobs and clockwork seconds that became a silent witness to Ahza's grief.

Ahza laid herself down and still holds the album. "Good night" Ahza said before closing her eyes and into her dream.

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