90 DAYS'S

HARD TO LET GO

Derry seemed to know what his wife was thinking at the moment, but he could not yet be a good husband to his own wife. Now also Derry has been presented by a difficult choice, between Fanni and SORAYA.

       Fanni, who is Derry's fiancee, does not know that Derry already has a legal wife even though only in the eyes of religion.

       And Soraya also who has the title of Derry's legal wife, is very aware that Derry has someone in his heart, even from the beginning they make the agreement.

     Fanni's name was in their agreement, for Soraya at that time it did not matter, because love had not been seeding in her heart. Now even Soraya had seen firsthand the person named Fanni.

      The long night they spent together, Derry who came home tonight treated her anxiety that she had felt for three days.

      In the past, the early married with Soraya, if he did not go home like now his feelings. Now if he doesn't come home, the curiosity about his wife is so high.

      People say, a man if he is indifferent means there is no affection in his heart. However, if he is being chatty, curious, the possibility of affection even love has already blossomed in his heart.

         "Do I love Raya??" ask Derry in his mind at this moment.

         Derry, who had left his bed, deliberately left Soraya who had fallen asleep. The wall clock shows at half-three.

       Derry himself seemed to be in a dilemma and agitated at this moment. Fanni's call, which had been repeated since eleven o'clock, was not responded by Derry.

      This room is her favorite room. The room is always to throw away in his head. Playing a playstation game makes him a little forget his awkwardness.

      This place a month ago, a witness between Derry and SORAYA. The two of them often spend time together. Their marriage was two months ago.

      At the beginning of the marriage looks cold from each other's attitude. A month of walking, they threw away a lot of awkwardness with each other. This place is their favorite place.

      If Derry is confused or confused she spends playing games here, and SORAYA also lies on her husband's thigh while reading her favorite novels.

     At half-time, Derry made fresh orange juice, and he started playing the game. It appears that the room lights were turned on brightly.

       Suddenly, SORAYA was looking for the figure of Derry. He was palpating with his eyes closed at this moment. Not a single finger grabbed Derry's body on the bed.

       This time, SORAYA's eyes began to open bit by bit. He let out a long sigh, a thirst in his throat at this moment.

      He had also gotten used to this kind of condition before. Derry always left himself back when he finished making love, it was early in marriage.

     But a month after that Derry did not immediately leave him, at most in the morning when they wanted to work, Derry early left him.

      But tonight, Soraya thinks Derry has started trying to stay away from her too, Soraya thinks Derry has come home from her apartment. With weak steps, Soraya wanted to go to the kitchen to make a drink for her thirst.

       "Ha!! how do the lights of the tv room live??' soraya asked as she wanted to leave the room.

       Soraya also tried to walk into the tv room, she tried to find something that suddenly turned on the room lights.

      "Derry??" soraya said silently as she stood up.

      "What makes Derry so nervous??" ask Soraya again in her mind.

     Soraya who had recognized Derry was very aware, if it had been in the room, there must have been something that made her husband nervous.

       "Don't stand there" said Derry.

      Derry, who was focused on playing, suddenly said something as if he knew that Soraya was standing behind the sofa where he played the game.

      As if Derry had other powers, his eyes were focused on the game screen, but he knew Soraya was behind him.

      Finally found out, Soraya walked towards Derry. He started to approach the sofa. Intentions do not want to be in this place equally with Derry .

         "Rich!!" call Derry hard.

       "Hm." said Soraya still standing looking at Derry on the edge of the sofa.

     "Why do you stand there, come here" said Derry, patting his own thighs.

       Derry always liked the spoiled things Soraya made. If in such circumstances, Derry feels her anxiety is slightly reduced. For some reason, Soraya seemed to have a powerful magic at the moment.

      Soraya began to sit down, and saw that there was orange juice on the table. Because of thirst, Soraya immediately drank the juice made by her husband.

       "Hey.haus apparently," said Derry smiling even chuckling.

      Derry again, told SORAYA to lie on her thigh. Soraya also seemed to follow the request of the husband. 

     As usual, if it's lying down like this, Derry's hand likes to creep here and there. Derry also likes to hold the tiny lips SORAYA.

      Soraya still saw the face of Derry who was seen storing something. Soraya thinks she should just try to ask why Derry didn't come home tonight to her parents' house.

       "Derry.." call Soraya.

       "Yes Raya" said Derry.

      "Why don't you go home??" ask Soraya.

     Derry's eyes this time looking down, towards the face of Soraya who was still lying on her thigh, Derry still made a fake smile at this time to save her sadness and silence.

      "Here's my house too" said Derry briefly.

      "Yes, this is your home too. But what makes you nervous??" asked Soraya to open her voice again.

    "Anges??" do you see any anxiety??" ask Derry back.

    "Der, even though we've only been together for two months, but I know you're hiding your anxiety right now" Soraya said.

    What SORAYA said was very true. As it turns out, Soraya is a woman who really pays attention to the character of a Derry.

      Even the sense of anxiety tonight is also known by SORAYA. Derry seemed amazed by the ability of SORAYA on this one, again soraya was able to make Derry increasingly dilemma to release himself.

      If followed by heart, Derry wants to continue the relationship with Soraya, but it is impossible for him to complain about Fanni.

     Her first love was only Fanni, yet somehow, that love was already faint now in Derry's own eyes.

     Usually, when Fanni calls him whenever it is, Derry will answer immediately. This, just looking at it is not much less want to be answered.

     Has Derry been exposed to Soraya's magic??

   I don't know, the simplicity of soraya is able to make the heart of a Derry Sanjaya flipped back and forth into a sense of great dilemma.

        

           

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