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Rico
Salma
"Why is princess Umi crying ?" Salma carries their daughter from the cot . Wiggling sway her body, as her hand rubbed the swab of little Shahia's back." Don't want a sister, do you ?" ask Salma to their daughter who doesn't know what it is . Kissing both cheeks Shahia alternately .
"Not Umi! , Shahia even really wants to have a sister Umi !" Rico answers , speaks by mimicking the voice of a child . Hugging Salma from behind, then tucking the cheeks of the Salma cabi .
"Abang ! Salma is not ready to get pregnant and give birth again !" salma said snatch . Upset with Rico, Karna wants to add another child, even though their two children are still small .
"But Brother really wants ten little angels from your womb baby !." Rico pecks his cheek next to her again .
"But Bang.. !"
"Nothing but a fireplace dear !" cut Rico directly . Making Salma silent, Salma's eyes immediately glazed glass . The pain of childbirth has not disappeared from her memory , Rico her husband had asked her to get pregnant again .
Salma put her feet near their bed . Putting her daughter on the bed . then lying next to little Shahia, to give her an asi .
"Dec !" call Rico, overtake Salma to bed .
"What's Bang ?" Salma replied in a flat voice without looking at Rico .
"Are you angry again ?" rico asked, laying her body behind Salma .
"Why is Salma angry Bang ?" ask Salma again.
"Color request Brother" replied Rico .
"Salma don't get mad Bang !" reply Salma
"But my brother looks like Dek Salma is angry" Rico said . Hugging Salma from behind . Salma did not answer , she chose silence .
"Dec !"
"What the hell is Bang ?" mad Salma .
"You are Deck ! we're getting another kid ?" Rico won't give up until what he wants is achieved .
"Just give it up !" pasrah Salma, albeit with a heavy heart . Salma wiped away her tears that had flowed from the corner of her eye .
Not that he wouldn't if they had to add more children . But Salma wants Yusuf and Shahia big first . Pity their two children who are infants and toddlers already have to have a sister, surely they will lack direct attention from him , that's one Salma thought . Not to mention Salma would be overwhelmed taking care of a little three at a time, thinking that Salma could not.
"Dec ! why are you crying ?" ask Rico, hear Salma sobbing . Rico raised his head against him with his hands, so he could see Salma's face behind him .
"Why is it so selfish ?" Salma spoke with quivering lips, again Salma brushed off the clear liquid from the corner of her eye." From the first Brother always forced the desire of Brother against Salma . Salma had to live up to my brother's wishes, without ever asking what , what and how I wanted." lamented grudgingly buried in Salma's heart, finally slid off her lips .
"Salma doesn't want to add more children .But Salma is not ready Bang ! . Salma is not ready to have to experience nyidam again, the pain of giving birth" said Salma again .
Finally the cry of Salma broke . Salma is still a little girl who is still in her 20s . Pregnant, giving birth and taking care of two children at a very young age, of course it is not easy for him .
Salma is not yet fully grown to wade through the household . But because of Rico's misery, he had to get married when he was not ready , at that time the word marriage was still far from Salma's mind .
When his friends are still free out there enjoying youth . Some of the students work .Salma, meanwhile, is already imprisoned in Rico's gold cage .
It is not that Salma is not grateful for her life now . Rico gives him luxury, only Salma is not ready for the wedding . In addition Rico her husband, who is stubborn , often selfish .
Hearing Salma cry, their daughter Shahia cries . Whether he could feel the Uminya's grief, or was shocked to hear the sound of Uminya crying, only little Shahia knew .
Hearing their daughter cry 'Salma instantly shut up and then silenced her daughter .
"Dec !"
"What's Bang ?"
Rico was silent, didn't know what to say .
Long they keep quiet for each other, until their daughter Shahia falls asleep . Finally, Riko spoke again .
"Abang loves you! , love you very much , you are the first love Brother !"
Salma thought, Rico what her husband wants to say, until Rico long thought . Turns out, the phrase flabbyan spare change a husband, persuading his sulking wife .
"If you really love me, you will understand and understand me !" reply Salma, still reluctant to look at Rico .
"Dec !"
Ah!, Rico still chuckles with his wish .
The understanding Salma spoke ."Salma told me it's up to you! , what else ?"
The present Salma, no longer the former Salma, the shy and stiff . underwent a marriage of almost three years , has already changed her character , who is calm to be a little talkative . The gentle one becomes a little chatty, the submissive one becomes a dissident. Marriage has made it a lot of fun .
"If Adek is not sincere, do not need to !" Rico dropped his head again onto the pillow, hiding his face on Salma's back.
Salma flicked her lips, hearing Rico's voice sounding sulking .How is he the one sulking?, thought Salma . Salma already understands the reason of Rico, if it has the desire . Come along sulking like a child .
"Dec !" rico whine, because Salma is silent .
Aish! , How to add a child , if the old baby is almost worn out behind him still often behave like a child less attention than his mother . Yaps ! , Rico is indeed less attention than his mother /revalat , even can not attention at all from his mother since both parents divorced .
"What else is Bang ?" upset Salma
Rico should have persuaded him, 'cause he had a chance to cry . This is even Rico who asked to be persuaded and seduced .
"Don't drink any more pregnancy preventers !" say Rico .
"Salma injects once three months Bang !" salma replied, making Rico instantly raise his head, looking at Salma's face .
"Kok Brother don't know? ? , why did Dek Salma not tell Brother ?" shock Rico .
"Karna Salma does not want to trap you again, by throwing Salma prevention drugs !" answer Salma . Considering Rico ditched her pregnancy-preventing drug , to get their beautiful daughter .
"You should be thankful that you were able to get pregnant and give birth to Dek !. Out there many people want a child , it has been many years even dozens and decades married , not yet bounty child . You should be thankful, God made you a perfect woman.Why do you reject that perfection ?"
Hearing those words, Salma's tears immediately flowed, her lips trembling withstanding so that her cries would not break .
"Agot selfish..!" lirih Salma . Salma got up from the bed, ran towards the balcony of their room . Salma shed her tears without making a sound, only tormented occasionally .
At a very young age, Salma does not have much stock of patience . Often Salma wants to give up on her marriage , she often feels unhappy anymore , because she has to keep abiding by Rico's wishes .
She said she was not grateful 'Salma is so grateful to be a mother . Does a grateful wife have to give birth to one baby every year?, Salma could not afford it .
Rico steps up after Salma to the balcony terrace . Hugging Salma who sat curled up on the floor .
"Please Bang! , Salma wants to go home to Mother's village ! . Salma was not able to live with a brother who continued to have Salma follow his wishes." Salma tries to break away, pushing Rico's chest, but it doesn't work .
Rico forgot, if the little girl who had given him the two children, not a mature woman whose thinking was mature, his wife was still immature .
"Sorry Brother Dek !" Rico tightened his arms, kissed Salma's head .
"So ! Bad brother, selfish brother . Salma wants to go home." said Salma in tears .