2 Dimension

Intersections

It feels really impossible to release Angel from my life, because I know his true life during this time from college, work and up to the household.

Indeed Angel has made a mistake, and honestly if only look at my selfishness, then it is no longer possible for me to defend it anymore. What I keep is a value of married life when I tie the promise of loyalty to live as if either like or sorrow before my mother, and also in front of Angel's parents, especially in front of the Creator.

Is it that easy to be able to solve the problem that actually happened? even though it concerns his pride for the actions and attitude of Angel? many of Kintano's best friends have suggested separating from Angel, but Kintano has not divorced him to this day. He still gives Angel a chance.

Now when Angel began to realize his mistake, Claudyria also present in his life by expressing his heart.really this makes Kintano be confused to give the right answer to Claudyria.

If you look from the angle of his heartache to Angel, Kintano could easily accept his love Claudyria. Because indeed Kintano from the beginning met Claudyria put her heart on the beautiful mute girl.

I have to be patient, this is a test of love for me that God has allowed for my life, Kintano said in his heart. But until when can I survive? 1 Day, 1 week, 1 month, 1 year?? ahh no, just flow, let the time give the answer to everything I am experiencing right now.

What is less than Angel? my job career is now in a safe position, as a manager, possessions like cars, houses, and other assets are all fulfilled. But why did you hurt me? when my heart is at peace, peace is with you.

Claudyria was still waiting for my answer, what should I answer? If I refuse it will break her heart, but if I accept this it will be a disaster for the survival of my household.

Kintano hasn't given me an answer in a week, but Claudyria has been so patiently waiting for my answer.

" I'm sorry Claudyria, I can't give you a definitive answer yet"

Kintano gave an explanation to Claudyria.

" What ga - what Kintano, I remain faithful waiting for your real answer that comes out of your heart. My heart is in you Kintano" wrote Claudyria explaining back to Kintano.

" I can't possibly leave Angel, pity her.I still love her" too"

" I get it, let it all be beautiful in time."

" I'm sure I wasn't your choice, but to me you were my last choice Kintano.

" You can't talk like that, there's still a lot of good-looking men you can choose from, I'm Claudyria's wife"

" I know you're married, but my heart tells me you're the only one who's going to be my last choice".

" do you still believe in your prophetic destiny, Claudyria ?"

" Yes, I believe, because I've come this far, and it's because fate brought me to you and until the end of my time"

gee whiz...Claudyria believed so much in her destiny with her predictions, even though to this day I have never believed in the slightest with divination - divination. If I believe in my destiny, there is no way I can be this successful in my life, I am a poor person once, my parents are just labourers who have difficulty sending me to school. And I am the one who fought to turn my destiny into a hope that I have achieved to this day, thanks to prayer and the struggle to live with all the heavy burdens of my life in the past.

" Claudyria, try to think clearly..."

" No matter how clear my mind is right now, the answer is you Kintano"

" Hmmm.I'm not the right person for you "

Claudyria cried, she could not help but hold back her tears that were soaking in Kintano. Kintano hugged her, wiped her tears with a blue handkerchief.trying to calm Claudyria and comfort her heart's uneasiness as she could not yet give an answer of certainty.

Chat in the bedroom

Kintano splits himself on the bed, while watching a football show on his room TV.

Angel, who had just finished putting on makeup, approached her husband.

" Don't you know what?"

" oh yes yes pah, mamah have not told hehehe.." replied Angel blushed embarrassedly.

" Mamah notice it seems like the mute girl who works at our house is what it looks like if again see papah "

" A mama this could be.yes maybe he is paying attention to our intimacy is mah "

" It may not be a reward, mamah this woman pah.mamah understand the meaning of the girl's gaze "

" don't let it go dong.waste away - far away the thought." said Kintano .

Actually Kintano also knew that Claudyria did like him and had expressed her feelings. But to convince Angel that there is nothing to hide, he also tried to keep the feelings of Angel, his beloved wife.

" Pah, my dear papah..."

" Never stay mamah ya pah, until the end of mamah time "

" Mamah is aware, that mamah has done something that hurts papah, but honestly pah, mamah does not want to lose papah"

Angel's words that night made Kintano's heart full.

" Don't ever like that dumb girl..."

How jealous my wife was.as if she knew that Claudyria liked me, and I returned her love.

" Look mamah see the goalkeeper, he will always try hard to keep his goal so as not to enter the ball, even though the players front midfielders, he will always try hard to keep the goal, and the striker is no longer able to hold the ball from his opponent.The last defense is the legitimate goalkeeper " explained Kintano while showing the ongoing ball event.

Angel was silent, she was trying to digest the meaning of her husband's explanation.

" continue if the goalkeeper in the end also fooled by the tactics of the opponent that resulted in the goal conceded how?"

" hhhmmmm yes.yes..means it is suratan destiny must concede the goal.." said Kintano belepotan.

" That means, all possibilities can happen" said Angel. Kintano was a bit confused to give his reply back.

" Well.wow wouldn't it be like that, would it? ain't gonna and ain't never loved another woman besides mamah huh ?"

" Yes mah.do it always yes " replied Kintano.

Late night with a million questions - Angel's anxiety questions, Kintano's heart breaks, he is honestly still trying to keep his marriage bond until death separates.

But I am only a weak man, today I am strong, I am strong to keep caring and maintaining the integrity of my household, but I do not know how strong I am to withstand this shock and burden.

At the intersection that makes this road stop for a moment, to determine the right direction of the road whether to turn left for a mistake? or turn right to escape reality ? or retreat regularly leaving everything behind? or I keep walking straight ahead in the face of a densely creeping intersection full of warning lights, yellow lights...

red light...

and the green light....

Together with the shahdu night, they both struggle in the warmth of driving away the desolate, breaking the silence of the night, being in the contest of the night for the sake of a troubled heart, vented on a syahdu game full of romance and there is pleasure.

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