(Not) Children Outside of Marriage

Aware?

Lita is now in front of the house and immediately, immediately, immediately lay down her body on the soft mattress of the house that is still, becoming home in the name of her husband.

When he turned to the side, suddenly, his feelings became very chaotic.it was because Lita began to remember the figure of her son who was now far away from him.

The moment that should have been a golden moment for Lita in the 1000 days of baby Gracia's first life, however, everything had to be like this. The result of unintentional mistakes.

Aware?

I don't know.however, clearly, Lita's current feelings, feel very bad.and her memory, always imagined with her child's petite and pretty face.

" do I have to take my son back, but what if my mental illness comes back?" ask Lita to herself.

Yep. Lita has checked the condition of her body to an expert doctor in the city of Surabaya. Deliberately, the beautiful woman chose the famous Hospital in the big city.In addition to the facilities that wear, also because the travel is quite enough to make the brain refreshed.and the doctor there said, because the, if Lita has a mental illness called bipolar.

Bipolar is a disorder associated with mood swings ranging from depressive/pressed lows to highs/beads.

The exact cause of bipolar disorder is unknown, but a combination of genetics, environment, and altered brain structures and chemical compounds may play a role in the disorder.

For this reason, Lita decided that baby Gracia for a while, was cared for and cared for by Mbok Robiah, who is the babysitter of Gracia and also a housekeeper at Lita's house.

"shit! Why can't I hold back my longing for that baby!" gerutu Seraya occasionally hit his bed mattress.

Then, immediately the beautiful woman rose from her sleeping position. Swinging her legs on the edge of the bed, the woman thought about how to deal with all this and how to get out of this problem.

Moreover, Lita experienced the baby blues in addition to her bipolar illness, and it increasingly made the beautiful woman feel confused.

" What do I have to do,?" ask Lita to herself. For a moment, the beautiful woman fell silent as she was thinking about something, and after a long time of thinking, Lita finally decided to contact someone.

" hello, can you come home?" asked Lita shortly after the phone call was connected.

" who is this, Lita right?" ask a man from across the street. Out of surprise, Lita contacted him.

" It's me. Why, you're surprised?" lita asked back.

There was a man on the other side, laughing at the question from the beautiful woman." Yes obviously I laughed. We rarely met. But suddenly, you came and called me like this? yes, I must be surprised" said the man who was still with a very jarring laugh.

Lita who heard that, immediately just smiled thinly. feel silly with what he just asked."euum, we can see you?" ask him the core of the problem.

" may, meet me where?" asked the person in a slightly enthusiastic tone.of course it made Lita who heard it, feel very surprised.

" at the chicken noodle shop in Bojonegoro city." Said that person in a very enthusiastic tone.Of course, it was immediately approved by Lita.

However, Lita tried not to care. Because the time, too valuable if only used to take care of or serve neighbors who are not important like them.

" where else are you, Lita, just got home, why are you going again?" Well, what he was thinking, turned out to be right on target.

The middle-aged women, still gathered in front of the house of Ms. Rahmi. the most beautiful woman in the village. Lita who heard the question from one of them, just threw a rough breath.

Fortunately, not long after, the taxi ordered, had reached his front of his house and immediately, the woman entered and ordered the taxi driver to immediately jump the vehicle.

" female base jal*ng" shouted Rahmi in a very thunderous voice. After that, there was a laugh from the others.

Lita's hands, clenched tightly.as the woman, hearing insults after insults came out of their mouths." You are useless!" snarl.

If only, he was not in the village of people, it is certain, Lita would have immediately brawled with the neighbors of the julid. Unfortunately, the woman had to hold back with all her might. Because, indeed he is here only a guest. Because Lita apparently registered her population in the village.

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" Thank you sir." said Lita Seraya handed a piece of blue money to the taxi driver, and after that, breezed away from the place.

" Lita, here!" shouted one from the direction in the chicken noodle shop. Soon, the beautiful woman developed a smile. upon finding out, the person she was looking for, had been inside there.

" Andri, are you here? Since when?" ask Lita when they're face to face.

The man, named Andri, just nodded his head. Then, immediately sit in position, facing.

To be honest, the woman was feeling a bit of a fret. Because he was someone who had just been abandoned by a man, he thought, What is appropriate for him to meet other men, but, in that instant his evil memory, returned to work.

" Halah you are no longer related to Arya. ya Automatic, you are single." that's roughly the phrase from the dark side of Lita.

" Lita, how about daydreaming, what do you think?" the man asked, patting her on the shoulder. Instantly, It made Lita gasp in shock.

" ah Andri, there's nothing" he said smiling blandly.

" are you sure you're not papa?" ask Andri to make sure. At that instant, Lita's countenance changed completely.

" actually,..." Lita began to tell everything she experienced from beginning to end because indeed, the woman no longer knew who to tell.

If you say, Why not just tell the creator? Why should it be with humans? Is not man the place of the caliph?

Yes, indeed you are right.if you should, people who are experiencing distress, should tell the creator. However, It seems different if the person is already experiencing mental disorders.Because they, too, want to be heard and given advice by fellow sentient beings.