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Naira had just finished cleaning herself up and was performing the Isya prayer
after finishing dinner with Revan 'naira asked for permission to go home.
Although Revan kekeh wants to drive Naira
grateful Naira has reason to reject Revan's invitation and Revan can't force anymore .
thank goodness Naira wanted to have dinner with her .
Revan also found a taxi for Naira
Revan continued to thank Naira for today.Naira nodded and hurried to leave the place.
at the Monica's hostel
Naira took her phone that had been yes charger and turned it on.
When Naira checks her phone a lot of incoming calls and messages from Ray and Alex.
Naira opens a message from Ray and reads it
"Why is Ray suddenly romantic like this 'what's right he said if he misses me "" Naira said smilingly looking at the message '
Instantly her heart beats not because 'naira tries to normalize her feelings after feeling quite calm.
naira tries to contact Ray .
"Assalamu'alaikum mas ""greet Naira after her call is connected.
"Hi village woman "" replied someone who was there.
Naira tried to see the number she called 'naira was afraid if she called someone wrong.
"Why silence .what are you kanget
ray must've lied to you instead . Right now we're on vacation together '" said ifangka heard laughing at Naira
"Oh Naira' fits in at 12
is the anniversary of our relationship, do you not want to congratulate us ? ""asked ifangka to heat up Naira
"Where is Ray's mas "" asked Naira to hold back her tears
"Ray's asleep maybe she's exhausted 'you know it's not that the two people love each other being together what they're doing ?""ifangka laughed a little
Naira's legs felt weak and weak to support the weight of her body Naira was sitting with tears that had soaked her cheeks.
Naira no longer answered ifangka's words to make ifangka decide the phone call.
"Why should give me a hope to improve our relationship mas' if eventually Ray himself destroys his ""Naira cries there
"Naira must be ready with all this, but why is it as if her heart is too selfish with all the reality that it can be .
Naira is too hopeful with Ray .hope Ray can repay his love so Naira forget where the position of Ray's heart when Naira fight for her feelings .
A notification came from his phone
naira took her phone and opened the short message.
There was a video that made Naira smile wryly 'the present heart and mind really hurt .
Naira is awakened by the sound of knocking on the door making Naira immediately wipe away her tears..
"Naira have you eaten son "" asked Madame Monica from outside the door
"Naira had eaten outside ma" answered Naira trying to hide her Isak .
naira accidentally didn't open the door for her mother-in-law .
because Naira doesn't want to if Miss Monica sees her current state .
"Well .the rest is not nighttime .good evening dear "" said Ms. Monica from outside Naira's room door '
"Yes ma .good evening "" answered Naira .
mrs Monica found it strange why Naira did not open the door to her room
monica decides to leave Naira's room.
After it was felt that the mother-in-law had left .naira could not hold back her tears anymore.
naira vented her disappointment by crying .
Because of crying for too long, feeling tired of crying makes Naira have slept in her dreams.
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Alex is still trying to close his eyes '
Alex is accompanying Ray at this time .
Alex is lying on the couch
Alex still doesn't know why Ray did all this .
Alex still imagines which bangai if ifangka really send the video to Naira .bangai where Naira feels later
Alex looks at her phone and sees the last time Naira opens her WhatsApp .
"Has Naira been sleeping ?
yeah I'll try to explain to Naira tomorrow 'before ifangka sends the video ""inner Alex . then Alex looks at Ray who is still unconscious.
"I hope this is not the beginning of the destruction of your marriage.
I could see a bangai where Naira could make someone Ray cold and rarely smile '
so it's easy to smile' and start being able to adapt to everyone's '
and I could see from the way Naira treated Ray .naira did all of that because Naira loved Ray ""Alex breathed heavily, thinking about Naira's feelings later.
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'"Dear Naira' 'mama loves you very much 'permit' your mom to hold you Nak "" said a middle-aged woman who still looks beautiful in a white dress 'who is trying to reach Naira's hand.
But because the wind was too strong to make Naira and the woman difficult to link their two hands .
but in his dream Naira was seen lying in a snowy place while curling cold to make Naira not too recognize the woman's face .
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Naira wakes up and looks around her 'Naira tries to remember everything that happened to her making her chest tight,
And that dream 'why should you dream like that 'what is the meaning of the dream ?
Naira is privileged in her heart in order to lighten the burden on her heart .
Naira also saw the clock that showed at 2 am . apparently Naira had just fallen asleep
but why did Naira feel that she had been asleep for so long .
Naira also tried to recapitulate all her .because she knew if this was her fault .because Tampa deliberately' Naira had hoped to be other than Allah .
so no wonder if there is only disappointment that you get at this time .
Naira also took ablution and prayed 'naira wants to ask forgiveness to Allah SWT hope Allah will grant forgiveness for all his mistakes .
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"I've felt all the bitterness "
and the most bitter thing is to hope for man "
*Ali bin Abi Talib
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"I'm just trying to accept everything that's been outlined . I don't want to go against my heart anymore . that it's not you that I can have "
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