#AMIRA #HAIDKU MY WAY OF DEATH
part 1
HAIDKU MY DEATH PATH
I-Amira-a thirteen-year-old little girl-a victim of a child trafficking mobster. According to the rumors, I sold as a baby to Mami Merry - a pimps-only provider of young women under the age of twenty-two.
I was imprisoned in the care of Mami Merry. Just like the other five little girls. Nurtured to be a lover of money men.
Under Mami Merry's watch, no energy is wasted. Washing, cooking, and all homework are indisputable tasks. We are slaves. Obedience to orders is an absolute must.
Our virginity is his precious treasure. Tens of millions, even up to the hundred million-price that Merry's mother offers to its customers-bosses of devotees. Wishing efficacy on a virginity blood.
"That's a fair price, to return the money I've spent to take care of you." That's what he said, to us.
At an early age, we've been taught how to dress ourselves. Satisfying the man, introducing the points of male lust, how to have sex, the main point is to provide the best service to the guests.
That afternoon, I saw Asmah who had the same fate as me, crying in the corner of the bathroom. His body leaned against the wall and his hands hugged the knees of his feet.
"Why are you, Asmah?" I said while squatting beside him. My hand touched Asmah's shoulder. "Why you?" ask me one more time.
Doubtful Asmah answered the question, "A--a-I can menstruate, Ra."
Asmah hugged tightly and cried in my arms.
"Yes ... Allah ...," I said
Haid is the doom for us-the children of Mami Merry. Like waiting for a certain death to come, but do not know when. The arrival of menstruation is a sign if we are ready to be offered, at the auction with the most expensive price. Mami Merry just have to contact the high-end customer, and find out who the highest bidder is. Then after the Asmah period ends, it is ready to be sold and offered virginity.
Tonight, Asmah and Anita are ready. She was dressed well and dressed like a grown woman. Not to forget, Aunt Yusnia-male who behaves like female-assistant Mami Merry-awanti-wanti and remind them both to practice the science of worship that has been taught. To give satisfaction to the winner.
Until dawn, I could not sleep, or maybe I did not want to sleep. I waited for Asmah and found out how she was. Very worried.
Asmah and Anita went home with tired faces and such as enduring the pain. Their steps limped, holding the groin. Tears on the cheeks. Asma continued to cry hugging me. He said nothing and just cried. Keep crying.
By noon, the fat giant Mami Merry-si came and went straight into the room. Gathering the five of us in the room, he called Asmah and Anita.
"It's money for you two, five million for you Anita and five million for you Asmah." While handing over the money to Asmah and Anita, Mami Merry turned to Aunt Yusnia.
"This is the most expensive android phone for both of you," he said again while handing the latest android devices to Anita and Asmah.
"And, you two-Anita and Asmah no longer need to work to clean the house. You're just special accepting customers."
Cunning indeed Mami Merry. Those of us who used to never hold money, were given that much money and the latest gadgets. No need to work anymore either. That's Mami Merry's cunning way to keep ensnaring us all.
A few months later, I saw Asmah and Anita had started to change. It seems like they have started to enjoy easy money to earn. They can buy anything they want and want. Sometimes Asmah gave me pocket money and told me a lot if often given luxury goods from his customers. I just keep quiet. In my heart, I do not want to be like Asmah.
I feel so tired today. The work never ends for me. While I was drying my clothes, I was stunned, blood was flowing from my groin down towards my feet. Tears are growing, flowing slowly.
"Is this really my destiny?"
I was really made sad, confused and panicked, with the arrival of my first period.
The fear that my virginity would be sold and should serve the tender winner's satisfaction over my body, gave rise to a great fear.
"What am I supposed to do?" give up slowly on the situation, or hide my life secretly.
I looked left and right. Watching around where I was drying clothes, on the top floor of our shelter. There is no one, no one,
I quickly cleaned my menstrual blood, hid my used clothes to clean the blood, and took a t-shirt, whether it belonged to anyone.
The exit permit to buy pads, certainly not possible, seeing the tight supervision in and out, which is guarded 24 hours, by the bouncer Mami Merry. Even to buy snacks or soft drinks, in the stalls near where we were raised, was closely watched.
The only way is, if among the "SENIOR" get your period, and then tell me, to buy a sanitary pad.
As soon as I dried my clothes, I met Asmah, I asked Asmah to stay away a little, talking about this period to her secretly.
"I got my period, As," I said slowly to Asmah, as my eyes, watching around.
"When?" half whispering, Asmah asked.
"So, when I was drying clothes."
"Trus, get your period covered, how?" asmah looked left and right.
"I used a T-shirt to cover it" I replied to Asmah.
"Entah .. I am also confused" I replied
My tears started to expand, and they flowed slowly.
"I can't do it, Asmah" I wiped away the tears.
"What do I have to do now?"
"You wait a minute, it looks like .. I still have some pads, the rest of my period yesterday." Asmah immediately rushed to his room, before long Asmah returned, and brought the rest of the bandages, a little hidden by Asmah.
"Later, if I go out, accompany my guest, I'll buy you a new pad." Asmah.
I'm just nodding.
"Thank you for As." Asmah just smiled, and left me.
Hurry up, I'll go to the bathroom, to put on the pads.
But, how do I hide a used t-shirt, which I wear covering my period, I forget to bring plastic.
I hid it, the old t-shirt covered my period, in the corner of the bathroom, behind the laundry soak, whether soaking clothes who, this moment I thought, rushed immediately to find a plastic bag.
I found plastic bags in the corners of our rooms all, juniors who have not been sold Mami Merry, because we were put together in the same room. Different from the senior.
When I went to the bathroom, surprised me, watching Mami Merry, already there, followed by Auntie Sissy, her bodyguard, and some friends like the village, I immediately turned back.
"Amira! ... Get back here!" woe to me, Mami Merry looked at me, and yelled at me.
I'm afraid I'm approaching Mami Merry.
"That's what you hold in your hand!" snapped it.
I was afraid to go see the plastic bag I had hidden.
He didn't say much, slapped it hard on my face, until I fell, grabbed my hair, and his big foot kicked me.
It hurts. I can only cry.
I saw in the corner of the room, Asmah also cried, seeing me tortured by Mami Merry.
"Brazed you, you son of a bitch! .. How dare you try to lie to me!"
his legs once again kicked at my body.
No. .. I'm not asking for forgiveness or asking Mami Merry to stop torturing me.
I just shut up and cry.
"Once again, you try to lie to me, I'll kill you!" Shouted loudly, Mami Merry threatened me.
Mami Merry, leave me drooping on the floor, followed by the others.
Asmah immediately approached, hugged me tightly, cried I sobbed in her arms, and wept with us.
"Patience is Ra" he said, as he continued to hug me.
Tonight, I'm dressed as an adult, tonight, I'm forced to sell my virginity, to the winner of the highest tender, which I don't know who
"Beautiful you neekk ... Auntie Sissy, praising me, in my heart crying. So hurt.
Suddenly Mami Merry walked into the room where I was dressed, smiling she saw me.
"You, Amira!..The selling price of your virginity, is the highest, as long as I do this slime business. You're a new prima donna candidate here." Laughing with Mami Merry.
"Serve, your tender winner well, practice what you've been taught, make your customers satisfied, I'll give you ten million and the latest android phone for you." Passed out of Mommy Merry's room. Continuing to laugh out loud, she seemed very happy.
"Maybe this is my path of destiny...."
Crying my heart .. paint it feels.
